RedHates

RedHates

Professional Victim
Jun 21, 2023
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April is filled with nothing but sorrow and pain. Thrice have i lost those closest to me in april alone. 17, 26, and 30. Funny how they are in order of what hurts. The 30th is the worst of them all. The stem of my depression.

I do not think of that day. I do not think of his name. I do not hear his voice nor do I look at his face. Any remembrance sends me into a dissociative panic.

I have never been known to grieve well.

I hate april.
 
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