Venting ANGRY VENT THREAD

[whyidon'tknow]

Fucking done with life. I don't want to play by societies rules. I don't want to try. I don't want to hurt anyone but I don't want to be here.

Please give me a few seconds of courage so I can end it all. PLEASE

 

[Echoko]

Fuck our parents for bringing us here just to satisfy their own fucking selfish needs.

 

[Orin]

My family thinks i'm bluffing.

They'll soon learn that i don't bluff.

 

[cornflowerblue]

I find your comment extra amusing due to your pic. An innocent harmless looking dog.

It's dangerously adorable

 

[21Neberg]

I'm a bit angry too today. A coworker called gays and depressed people the 'weakest of society'. I didn't say anything. I think I should have, but this again shows that I'm too much of a pussy.

 

[stbdchick]

Fuck my home health aid.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

I'm a bit angry too today. A coworker called gays and depressed people the 'weakest of society'. I didn't say anything. I think I should have, but this again shows that I'm too much of a pussy.

Doesn't mean you're a pussy
It takes A LOT to stand up for yourself
I'm black and I despise when white people go Willy nilly on saying "nigga"
It took me years to finally say something to a white lady who said it like 7 times in the space of 2 minutes. She then proceeded to argue with me on her right to say it. I told her to me, as a very clearly black woman it's incredibly offensive when you use it as if you're black, she told me if I got a problem with it, we can take it outside.


Bitch whet?

I still don't have the balls to tell a hairdresser that the water is too hot when they're washing me hair lmao. I did once and hyperventilated before in a whisper, I told her it's to hot. Don't think I can do that again. It's to nerve wracking lol. I'm not confrontational. Sounds like you aren't either. There's nothing wrong with us
In that department at least

FYI non black people. Just because you got permission from one black person to use the n word doesn't mean you got permission to use the n word from every single black person out there. We're all different people

 

[Halo13]

Doesn't mean you're a pussy
It takes A LOT to stand up for yourself
I'm black and I despise when white people go Willy nilly on saying "nigga"
It took me years to finally say something to a white lady who said it like 7 times in the space of 2 minutes. She then proceeded to argue with me on her right to say it. I told her to me, as a very clearly black woman it's incredibly offensive when you use it as if you're black, she told me if I got a problem with it, we can take it outside.

Bitch what?

I still don't have the balls to tell a hairdresser that the water is too hot when they're washing me hair lmao. I did once and hyperventilated before in a whisper, I told her it's to hot. Don't think I can do that again. It's to nerve wracking lol. I'm not confrontational. Sounds like you aren't either. There's nothing wrong with us
In that department at least

Haha just let em burn your scalp like I do. It builds character

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Haha just let em burn your scalp like I do. It builds character

Makes me more resilient to life lmao. Toughens me right up. If I can take a hair dresser burning my scalp off, I can take anything
#inspirationalquotes #bossbitch??? #notapyramidscheme

 

[Halo13]

Lol damn right.

Or...

Scalp burning could counter SI! The mighty hot water struggle toughening you up, making pain thresholds higher, silencing screams of pain...this could work!

(This isn't a particularly angry vent. Damn those hairdressers!)

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Lol damn right.

Or...

Scalp burning could counter SI! The mighty hot water struggle toughening you up, making pain thresholds higher, silencing screams of pain...this could work!

(This isn't a particularly angry vent. Damn those hairdressers!)

Maybe we could liven it up to fit in better
YO. FUCK HAIRDRESSERS. MY SCALP HURTS FROM THE 300 DEGREE WATER YOUR WASHING IT WITH. PLEASE STOP!!!
(Maybe don't though cause you never know)

 

[SinisterKid]

Errr, Alhpa, this is a rhetorical Fuck You thread, aimed at the world in general, not members of this place.

 

[SinisterKid]

No worries Alpha, was only pointing that out to you, its not for me to say what is valuable or not, its not my thread.

 

[whyidon'tknow]

It seems like everyone's supporting you and relating to you on this thread but I'm going to step in, put my foot down and give you a blunt retort which you really ought to hear. After all, you began writing this thread by disrespecting other members of this community by telling everyone off. You should be free to write what you want - I'm not saying that your thread should be removed or reported but I think you deserve to be confronted about this by someone as a way to actually help you.

You're just fueling the fire by venting in this childish manner, first of all. I know this is a vent thread and you aren't asking for help - so see it that, rather than helping you (although I strongly suggest you accept some help) that I myself am venting to this because I am bewildered just from reading this thread. I respect a fellow suicidalist but I do not respect a child who expects others of this community to enable his borderline-spammish outbursts of such a detracting, annoying contribution.

Well I already feel like I've opened a can of worms by writing this reply and it might just backfire on me. I just don't think it's right for nobody to put you in your place and shut you up. I don't think an inarticulate crybaby who can't get a damn grip enough to resist plaguing the internet with embarrassing gibberish deserves to be enabled or just shrugged off.

Well that's it. But who am I to tell you what you deserve and how you should be handled due to your vent. If you have a right to disrespect the general consensus of this community then I think I ought to have a right to combat your attack. It's an eye for an eye. This is all just my opinion, and I can't manage your life for you, but I had this urge to tell you that if this were a real life in-person situation and I heard you blabbing all of this, I would firmly admonish you. Posting this equates to such action in my mind.

If you have a problem with something I've said and I've upset you further, please, I encourage you to speak up and address it to me and I promise I will not berate you any further. I'd just like to dissuade you from your obnoxious self-sabotaging attitude and get you to see eye to eye with me and learn how to discuss this all with civility.

Okay, I'm done venting and if you think I crossed the line, please tell me and I will respectfully do my best to improve my interactions.

This thread is not directed at anyone on this site. I am merely using this thread as an outlet for my anger and maybe someone else can relate.

 

[Alpha_Draco_Pegasus]

This thread is not directed at anyone on this site. I am merely using this thread as an outlet for my anger and maybe someone else can relate.

I apologize. I'm sure you can understand how I interpreted the way I did because the thread started out with "FUCK YOU GUYS." The "guys" being us who are reading it.

If I could just squeeze in a few more words - I encourage you to more carefully consider how you phrase things like that in the future and how they could come across.

EDIT: I deleted the original post. I'll go away now.

 

[whyidon'tknow]

I apologize. I'm sure you can understand how I interpreted the way I did because the thread started out with "FUCK YOU GUYS." The "guys" being us who are reading it.

If I could just squeeze in a few more words - I encourage you to more carefully consider how you phrase things like that in the future and how they could come across.

Perhaps a disclaimer

 

[Rocksandsand]

Fuck my 'significant other' for making me live in this state of uncertainty for weeks at a fucking time. Either break up or not, but don't continue to leave me in this fucked up limbo.

And fuck past-me for buying a dog to try and give myself some purpose. What a fucking stupid idea that was. I feel exactly the fucking same as I always did except now I'm extra guilty because if I do kill myself I've just dragged another living thing into the circle of shit that will be effected by me dying.

And fuck everyone around me for making me feel like I need to stay here in this pain because they want the option to occasionally interact with me. Like I am a fucking toy to be picked up and used when I seem entertaining.

And fuck this bullshit society that doesn't let me say 'I'm going to kill myself, and I would like to talk to my loved ones about why that is so they are okay when I go.'

Side note - thank you for a great thread. I really needed this

 

[not_a_robot]

The periods, god the periods. No doctor ever listened. I thought for sure I would ctb by now just to escape all this freaky abnormal blood. I worry now that I may finally live to see them finished and that may make me want to live. Who am I kidding. This hell will never end. Like clockwork, my eternal bloody lament.
I was made to give birth to armies. But I kept my eggs safe from this cruel absurd world. I kept them safe, I did my job.

 

[Rocksandsand]

Fuck everyone who saw me drowning but watched me go under.

I never abandoned anyone for being "too hard" so why don't I get that same privilege? Just how awful am I?

 

[21Neberg]

I still don't have the balls to tell a hairdresser that the water is too hot when they're washing me hair lmao. I did once and hyperventilated before in a whisper, I told her it's to hot. Don't think I can do that again. It's to nerve wracking lol. I'm not confrontational. Sounds like you aren't either. There's nothing wrong with us
In that department at least

This is one of the most relatable comments I've ever read. I'm exactly the same. It takes a lot for me to even suggest to someone to do something different.

 

[pole]

Only thing im angry at is myself. Fuck my brain, my heart, my emotions. Fuck me for expecting good, expecting happiness, expecting anything at all. Expectations lead to my heartbreaks. Never knew that some people just are destined to live and drown in sadness, till it was too late.