Solitudeseeker
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- Jun 3, 2023
- 31
over the past two years i have been losing so much of my hair and can see the corners of my hairline are getting more and more thinner. as a woman i feel so embarrassed and am afraid to resort to synthetic hair incase i ever get into a relationship or something even more serious and end up leaving me due to my thinning hair. its the main reason why i struggle to go outside because of how short,thin and terrible it has gotten. i ponder constantly on the thick beautiful curly hair i have had not too long ago and was my only good trait. it affects my femininity and how i feel about myself on a day to day basis and there is never a day where i am not crying over my condition and constantly fixating on it everytime i enter a bathroom. it has made me so miserable and fear i will never recover. especially with the modern day beauty standards i am destined to be alone forever.i dont have the money or access to a trichologist or to get any diagnosis for topical treatment, so i am stuck with this curse for most of my preferably short lived life.
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