searchingpeace
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- May 2, 2023
- 43
Before I ctb I want the world about know about my pops, "papa" as I say
He is the nicest person you'll ever meet. Every where he goes he makes people laugh and smile with his whimsical humor. He makes strangers into friends in no time flat. His face radiates warmth and kindness. He's always giving something to people such as advice, supportive talk or money if you are in need. He has deep hazel gentle eyes, curly white hair and a white mustache to match ; rose colored cheeks. Through him I have met many people I wouldn't known because how shy I am.
When I was healthy I used to go with him to his favorite coffee shops to mingle with his friends. He always spoke highly of me.
Now since my Health has been destroyed, I stay home. People there ask "hey, where is your son?" He just says "he's a little sick" . Every time they go they always ask for me.
I rescued him from cancer a year ago. He was helpless but fought hard to get him the doctors and drugs he needed to put it in remission. It was a hell of an ordeal.
My sickness started in January.... Unexplained nausea and pain. Which has gone to bad to worse in a short time.
He's seen my decline with such heartache. All the doctors, drugs hospital visits again anagain an. He witnessed all of it. Now it's at point where it's breaking him. His back pain is getting worse. He is still nursing me, bringing me whatever I need to my bed. Cause I am so sick I can barely move, eat or anything.
He's thinking that I'll get better eventually...... I just got off my 6th hospital visit, I was given the same BS and meds that don't work. It is finished. The pain nausea is too much now. It's getting worse fast.
My papa is my only family. I am his only son. My mom died of cancer when it was 6.
It's going to kill him when the police knock at his door to tell him the news. But I'm in living hell and I need escape.
I love you papa. My angel. My everything.
I wish all of you had the chance to meet him. He gives the best hugs.
I give everyone here hugs
He is the nicest person you'll ever meet. Every where he goes he makes people laugh and smile with his whimsical humor. He makes strangers into friends in no time flat. His face radiates warmth and kindness. He's always giving something to people such as advice, supportive talk or money if you are in need. He has deep hazel gentle eyes, curly white hair and a white mustache to match ; rose colored cheeks. Through him I have met many people I wouldn't known because how shy I am.
When I was healthy I used to go with him to his favorite coffee shops to mingle with his friends. He always spoke highly of me.
Now since my Health has been destroyed, I stay home. People there ask "hey, where is your son?" He just says "he's a little sick" . Every time they go they always ask for me.
I rescued him from cancer a year ago. He was helpless but fought hard to get him the doctors and drugs he needed to put it in remission. It was a hell of an ordeal.
My sickness started in January.... Unexplained nausea and pain. Which has gone to bad to worse in a short time.
He's seen my decline with such heartache. All the doctors, drugs hospital visits again anagain an. He witnessed all of it. Now it's at point where it's breaking him. His back pain is getting worse. He is still nursing me, bringing me whatever I need to my bed. Cause I am so sick I can barely move, eat or anything.
He's thinking that I'll get better eventually...... I just got off my 6th hospital visit, I was given the same BS and meds that don't work. It is finished. The pain nausea is too much now. It's getting worse fast.
My papa is my only family. I am his only son. My mom died of cancer when it was 6.
It's going to kill him when the police knock at his door to tell him the news. But I'm in living hell and I need escape.
I love you papa. My angel. My everything.
I wish all of you had the chance to meet him. He gives the best hugs.
I give everyone here hugs
