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hereandthere13

hereandthere13

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I know that CTB by overdose is looked down upon on here but i've recently learned that Amitriptyline is an extremely dangerous antidepressant. There are reports of users dying just by taking a few more than they should have. Imagine if you took an entire bottle! Nick Drake took ~60 Amitriptyline tablets and must have died pretty quick as his mother found him unconscious only a few hours later. This might become my main method. Has anyone tried this?
 
itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
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I know that CTB by overdose is looked down upon on here but i've recently learned that Amitriptyline is an extremely dangerous antidepressant. There are reports of users dying just by taking a few more than they should have. Imagine if you took an entire bottle! Nick Drake took ~60 Amitriptyline tablets and must have died pretty quick as his mother found him unconscious only a few hours later. This might become my main method. Has anyone tried this?
I will be doing this in the coming weeks unless I chicken out.

10g Amitriptyline and 400mg Propranolol. I will be making a thread to document my process and how I feel until I can't continue.

The only thread I can find about it here is one user who took 10g but put it in capsules. They survived for 4 days before being found.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Have not tried but it is mentioned in the PPH so yiy might want to check there.
 
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Littlepaws

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Sep 4, 2021
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This is my intended method. Amitriptyline + Propranolol.

I'm just in the process of stockpiling enough tablets. I will probably make it into a suspension so it's easier to take.

I've read reports on overdoses of both. The descriptions of what happens to the patients are quite insightful.
 
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thelostautistic

Mage
Jul 31, 2025
503
Oh wow I have access to this medication but wasn't aware it could be used as a method.
 
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eviltwin

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Apr 20, 2026
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I know that CTB by overdose is looked down upon on here but i've recently learned that Amitriptyline is an extremely dangerous antidepressant. There are reports of users dying just by taking a few more than they should have. Imagine if you took an entire bottle! Nick Drake took ~60 Amitriptyline tablets and must have died pretty quick as his mother found him unconscious only a few hours later. This might become my main method. Has anyone tried this?
I attempted with amitriptyline on an unplanned whim (was not prepared, didn't measure anything), took about 1/2 a bottle + a 750ml bottle of vodka. Got in the bath. Someone found me I'm not sure when, must have been pretty soon though I'm not sure how I didn't drown. I woke up in the hospital a few days later with a tube in my throat and up my ass. (they had induced a coma). I didn't feel anything from the moment I passed out to the moment I woke, it was just complete nothingness until I woke. Research on the quantity needed would be needed for this method otherwise it's a shit show. I'm lucky I have no brain damage.
 
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itsallogrenow

Fck the Government, Fck the Police!
Jun 13, 2024
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I attempted with amitriptyline on an unplanned whim (was not prepared, didn't measure anything), took about 1/2 a bottle + a 750ml bottle of vodka. Got in the bath. Someone found me I'm not sure when, must have been pretty soon though I'm not sure how I didn't drown. I woke up in the hospital a few days later with a tube in my throat and up my ass. (they had induced a coma). I didn't feel anything from the moment I passed out to the moment I woke, it was just complete nothingness until I woke. Extensive research on the quantity needed would be needed for this method otherwise it's a total shit show. I'm lucky I have no brain damage.
Do you remember the individual tablet dose and/or bottle size?
 

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