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vision

vision

Same world, another vision
Aug 28, 2025
8
For me i want to die but not bc i live a horrible life, it has been some bad moment and i wanted to die bc of that but now i feel better, i have friend, a lovely mom not a complicated life, but i ask me so many time, why the life why we live, work all life for surviving, for me this isn't life, my opinion is that the life is fkn useless, i don't want to live life, if my life ended it will be finish no more problems just that, i just hate life, idk if i'm understandable, i'm fench btw, my english can bé not that good, i'm excited to hear what you think !
 
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Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,393
Nah you not the only one. While I would say I have a horrible life, I do think this too. I feel like my life doesn't serve any purpose to me as I don't care about feeling happy but just want to not feel any sort of suffering. I mean I would be okay with a good life too but I think even then I would always never mind dying as if I dead I can't feel anything so I am always safe from harm.
 
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SpinosaurusKat

SpinosaurusKat

Don't let the past drag you down
Aug 23, 2025
10
My life isn't hard either, got a lovely family and friends. But what worries me the most is future.
Right now im trying to pass at an exam to ingress an university and get a good job, but i'm afraid i can't do it. Sometimes i got myself thinking what i will do if i dont pass. Hell, even if i do it future stil scares the shit outta me and i dont know why exactily. Probably im just scared of failing
It has been a while since i last tried CTB, but every once in a while i still think about it

(sorry abt bad english btw)
 
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