Am i the only one who feels like this now

[newslaves916]

When I first starting feeling depressed, I hated it, I kept wishing it would stop
Now after years, I've become used to it, and almost formed a liking to it
I've been used to it for so long that happiness feels wrong

 

[LastNite]

"I've been used to it for so long that happiness feels wrong" That's depression for you.
Im pretty sure you dont like it. Your brain just feels at home with it. Tolerant to something
obviously so bad for you. Same with drugs maybe a bad example but thats the only one I can think of lol.

I feel the same. I dont really like it but I dont hate it entirely. It has changed every aspect of my life.
And Im not ready for a big change so it's basically defining who I am as a person. I dont think Id be so
comfortable with it gone immediately. If things get better then I can work gradually towards getting
out of this depression hell. And hopefully the same for you.