eyeswithoutaface
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- Jan 22, 2026
- 22
Since I made a plan to ctb this July, I wanted to spend the rest of my life lazing and having fun at home, so I told my mom I'd take a break from college for the time being. I don't have a reasonable answer so I told everyone I wouldn't say why. Naturally my mom was pretty upset but I told her I'd tell her when I'm ready. In exchange for staying at home, I had to pay my dad's child support since he wouldn't pay it while I'm not in school.
We decided on 1000 per month, which was doable for me but since I'm burnt out and stressed I really didn't want to get a job where I'm expected to show up or have to interact with others, like I did during my last job. I told everyone I would be doordashing and my brother, being protective since I'm the youngest girl in the family, offered to pay 300$-400$ per month to help me. So I slacked off a little because I thought I wouldn't have to pay as much.
He ended up going through some financial trouble so he won't pay for the time being, which was fine and I appreciated the thought anyways. However I found out a few days ago, around a week before I have to pay. My mom and I got into a fight about why I wouldn't tell her my reason for not going to school, this is when she told me my rent would go back to 1000$. She knew a week before she told me, and if we didn't have that fight I don't think she would've told me at all. I asked her why she didn't tell me about this and she compared it to me not telling her the reason I'm out of school. IMO I dont think those are comparable at ALL. anyways im pretty pissed cuz now I have to grind double the money within 5 days and Im not talking to her. I can tell she's trying to make up with me though, by making food and trying to start a conversation with me. But I want an apology, which she never gives.
My familys pretty nice so idk maybe im just complaining for nothing but Idk what shes gonna do IF I dont have the money, I asked her if she'll kick me out and she told me I was trying to villainize her lol and never gave me a solid answer, if that's the case I'll have to ctb early. I'll probably get the money in time but im still pissed
Side note: would it be better to distance myself from my family since im dying soon? We don't spend that much time tg anyways so it's easier than enjoying moments with them. I don't want to hurt them if possible.
We decided on 1000 per month, which was doable for me but since I'm burnt out and stressed I really didn't want to get a job where I'm expected to show up or have to interact with others, like I did during my last job. I told everyone I would be doordashing and my brother, being protective since I'm the youngest girl in the family, offered to pay 300$-400$ per month to help me. So I slacked off a little because I thought I wouldn't have to pay as much.
He ended up going through some financial trouble so he won't pay for the time being, which was fine and I appreciated the thought anyways. However I found out a few days ago, around a week before I have to pay. My mom and I got into a fight about why I wouldn't tell her my reason for not going to school, this is when she told me my rent would go back to 1000$. She knew a week before she told me, and if we didn't have that fight I don't think she would've told me at all. I asked her why she didn't tell me about this and she compared it to me not telling her the reason I'm out of school. IMO I dont think those are comparable at ALL. anyways im pretty pissed cuz now I have to grind double the money within 5 days and Im not talking to her. I can tell she's trying to make up with me though, by making food and trying to start a conversation with me. But I want an apology, which she never gives.
My familys pretty nice so idk maybe im just complaining for nothing but Idk what shes gonna do IF I dont have the money, I asked her if she'll kick me out and she told me I was trying to villainize her lol and never gave me a solid answer, if that's the case I'll have to ctb early. I'll probably get the money in time but im still pissed
Side note: would it be better to distance myself from my family since im dying soon? We don't spend that much time tg anyways so it's easier than enjoying moments with them. I don't want to hurt them if possible.
