if there's even 1 innocent person, even 1 good / caring person... i think it's unfair...
but simultaneously i understand you probably just wish all of this humanity was just gone to feel it would finally be over...
you are not bad, maybe just frustrated and exhausted?
The fact that you were concerned about it or aware that it might be, suggests that ultimately you're not a bad person deep down,
because if you were, it wouldn't even be a hesitation or a thought for you...
Had the same experience in 2014/15. Wasn't near death, but it certainly harmed my eyesight and for some reason my face keeps heating up around the eyes and nose ever since. Got used to it, and it's a little better now. Dunno about you or the others, but a lot of us probably lead reclusive lifestyles and vitamin D supplements can be really helpful in this regard.
Part of the problem is it viruses are literally in a strange state between life and non-life, at least according to previous science professor.
Viruses can stay in both animals and humans for life, hiding usually inside nerves, or nerve endings, and they can become very dangerous if someone's immune system gets weak...
Had the same experience in 2014/15. Wasn't near death, but it certainly harmed my eyesight and for some reason my face keeps heating up around the eyes and nose ever since. Got used to it, and it's a little better now. Dunno about you or the others, but a lot of us probably lead reclusive lifestyles and vitamin D supplements can be really helpful in this regard.