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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Safe and peaceful travels.
 
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AutoTap

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Nov 11, 2020
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This might be a dumb question but what is the purpose of crossing name out?
I wish you well on your journey. Safe travels
 
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JustABunchOfAtoms

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Jul 23, 2020
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This might be a dumb question but what is the purpose of crossing name out?
I wish you well on your journey. Safe travels

A crossed name mean they probably ctb or were banned
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome
 
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Setepai

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Nov 16, 2020
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So it's come to the day that im going to CTB. I will be leaving by CO poison. I have my tent sent up I've been here in the same place since yesterday and haven't seen a sole. So I'm very confident I won't get found until am CTB. I will start burning my briskets about 10pm tonight and once the flames etc have gone out I will take it in my tent with me. All going well I should take it in the tent approx 11/11:30 pm tonight.
I wanna thank everyone on this site who has taken time to talk to me . I really does mean a lot to me. These last few weeks have been hell, and you have all just made it that slightly bit easier. So thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I will keep you all updated up until the point I'm in the tent.
Wish me luck
Also if I'm not online by this time tomorrow you know I've been successful so can mods cross my name off please
Good luck!!!
 
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Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
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I'm sorry you're in so much pain friend.
I hope you can find peace and comfort in you final moments and that love and light will shine on you.
There is love for you here friend, no matter what the future holds.
Love and respect.
DBD
 
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depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
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I have got everything ready I have sent a delayed email that will arrive to family members etc tomorrow night at 9pm. I will be lighting my briquettes in under a hour
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
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I have got everything ready I have sent a delayed email that will arrive to family members etc tomorrow night at 9pm. I will be lighting my briquettes in under a hour
Safe journey, will miss you.
 
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Goodbye710

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Jul 12, 2020
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I have always enjoyed your posts. We will miss you and we love you. :heart:
 
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StuFin

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Oct 21, 2020
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I think you've done incredibly well to find somewhere quiet that you won't be disturbed, with all the lockdowns.

Sorry it's come to this and sorry to see you go.

I hope it all works as you want and you have a peaceful voyage.
 
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degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
good luck with your travels, I hope whatever you do works out for you. friendly reminder that if you decide to back out then that's okay too, you will be accepted back here of course. I really hope this all works out for you and you go peacefully. lots of hugs for you, friend; we may have never spoken but you are so brave. <3
 
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x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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Wishing you eternal peace.
 
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less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
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I'm sad that your life has brought you to this point. If you are really sure of your decision, I wish you a peaceful and painless journey.:hug:
 
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depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
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I think you've done incredibly well to find somewhere quiet that you won't be disturbed, with all the lockdowns.

Sorry it's come to this and sorry to see you go.

I hope it all works as you want and you have a peaceful voyage.
I know a few quite places not to far from where am from. It's my 2nd night here tonight and I still haven't seen anyone.
I'm about to light my briquettes now
 
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UpandDownPrincess

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Dec 31, 2019
833
May you be lifted up in love and light, and may tonight bring you peace.
 
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Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
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Love, baby.
Soon, you are gonna be free.
See you at the other side, save me a spot at the bus stop bar, to drink ambrosia in eternity.
 
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death137

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Jun 25, 2020
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I wish you peace
 
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depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
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How long after it's gone out would you say for me to go in tent am saying about 10/15 mins
 
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Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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@depressedsally, I'm sorry life wasn't a better fit. I hope this goes smoothly for you, and wish you the right outcomes for you. x
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
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How long after it's gone out would you say for me to go in tent am saying about 10/15 mins

Zanexx waited 1hr 20 mins...hope you go peacefully. Sorry life brought you to this point. Thinking of you
 
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depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
235
Zanexx waited 1hr 20 mins...hope you go peacefully. Sorry life brought you to this point. Thinking of you
Was that from the time the smoke went out ?
My time is up in 25 mins I'm getting in the tent
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
Was that from the time the smoke went out ?
My time is up in 25 mins I'm getting in the tent

Not dead yet. I've had a lot of last minute practicalities (unrelated to the method) to sort out, so the charcoal is still in the chimney starter but I think the timer's up in about 10 minutes. Should be getting in with the charcoal in around an hour and a half.
Was that from the time the smoke went out ?
My time is up in 25 mins I'm getting in the tent

I think so..just reading it again
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
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yes I'm doing the exactly same method as her.
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
234
yes I'm doing the exactly same method as her.

Yeah

Am I right in thinking I take the BBQ in once all the fire and smoke has finished? And piling them on each other doesn't make it smoke/fire a lot longer?
Yes I think so. After the "blowtorch" effect while using the chimney starter, the charcoal are most likely close to being ashy gray/white, there will be minimal flame and smoke from then on.
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Yes I think so. After the "blowtorch" effect while using the chimney starter, the charcoal are most likely close to being ashy gray/white, there will be minimal flame and smoke from then on.


Page 2 and 3;go into detail...
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/leaving-tonight.3163/page-2
Will be staying on here, so ask me any questions and will help the best I can
 
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depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
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Getting in the tent now. Thank you to everyone over the last few weeks that has spoke to me. Without you well I wouldn't of made it to this day @timetofly I will see you soon @Gromit-CTB thank you for this last 2 weeks. I'm wiping my phone now and going to sleep I have took diazepan goodnight everyone
 
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sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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Getting in the tent now. Thank you to everyone over the last few weeks that has spoke to me. Without you well I wouldn't of made it to this day @timetofly I will see you soon @Gromit-CTB thank you for this last 2 weeks. I'm wiping my phone now and going to sleep I have took diazepan goodnight everyone
Goodbye. Sleep well :heart: :hug:
 
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Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Getting in the tent now. Thank you to everyone over the last few weeks that has spoke to me. Without you well I wouldn't of made it to this day @timetofly I will see you soon @Gromit-CTB thank you for this last 2 weeks. I'm wiping my phone now and going to sleep I have took diazepan goodnight everyone
Sleep well :aw:
 
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overandout

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Feb 28, 2019
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Getting in the tent now. Thank you to everyone over the last few weeks that has spoke to me. Without you well I wouldn't of made it to this day @timetofly I will see you soon @Gromit-CTB thank you for this last 2 weeks. I'm wiping my phone now and going to sleep I have took diazepan goodnight everyone

Rest peacefully :heart:
 
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