Alternatives to suicide

[StGerman]

I am nobody to judge you, but it seems like you are afraid of dying and this probably means there is still a chance to somehow recover.. I might be wrong as well and sorry if I am mistaken. As for the alternatives for me, I'd choose full restoration and recovery from my mental illness but this is just a dream...

Yes I agree entirely full restoration and recovery from my mental illness that would be an alternative

 

[Roberto]

I really want to die, but I am too much of a pussy to actually try it.. I want to buy a shotgun and shoot myself in the head, but I am too scared to even buy the gun... I am scared of everything.. I tried anti depressants but they made things 10X worse... anyone have any alternatives to suicide for someone who is scared of everything?

I told my psychologist long ago, the same you are saying : I'm afraid of everything. Not just suicide. Just make any decision or make anything different.

 

[cornflowerblue]

I told my psychologist long ago, the same you are saying : I'm afraid of everything. Not just suicide. Just make any decision or make anything different.

If you are too scared to die, then maybe put your energy into trying new psychologists and getting better with therapy or different meds. If you're going to be around anyway, why not?

 

[Roberto]

Well I would suggest going back to a psychologist and tell what you are saying and try to find a solution.
I would say to have a drink of something with alcohol if you want to be less scared of ctb. But also you could accept you are not prepared yet to leave.
I don't know if I will ever be prepared another time. I'm also afraid of getting old. I don't want to see my parents die. Anybody. Even my cats.

 

[Roberto]

If you are too scared to die, then maybe put your energy into trying new psychologists and getting better with therapy or different meds. If you're going to be around anyway, why not?

Well, I'm giving me time. I like my current psychologist. It's a good person also. I started to take sertraline 1 month ago. I'm not in a hurry to ctb. Currently I don't want to ctb, more than being afraid of it. I'm checking the procedure here, just in case. And is interesting to find alternatives to amytriptiline cocktail, just in case I fail.

 

[cornflowerblue]

Well, I'm giving me time. I like my current psychologist. It's a good person also. I started to take sertraline 1 month ago. I'm not in a hurry to ctb. Currently I don't want to ctb, more than being afraid of it. I'm checking the procedure here, just in case. And is interesting to find alternatives to amytriptiline cocktail, just in case I fail.

Sometimes knowing there's a way out is enough to keep going. The statistics on old or ill people who get drugs to die actually show that most don't use them.

 

[Memento Mori]

anyone have any alternatives to suicide for someone who is scared of everything?

basically I'd say one could take heroin (pure medical diacetylmorphine) for the rest of his life. it even makes u look still young lol

but that's nothing for everyone. and it's kinda expensive so these ppl stay with beer and ecstasy pills full of random shit. I want some opium dens around my living place to relax freely, instead of hundrets of shisha bars and discos full of ppl living two different lifes

 

[Roadkill]

I am nobody to judge you, but it seems like you are afraid of dying and this probably means there is still a chance to somehow recover.. I might be wrong as well and sorry if I am mistaken. As for the alternatives for me, I'd choose full restoration and recovery from my mental illness but this is just a dream...

I'm more afraid of trying to CTB, and messing it up and becoming blind, paralyzed, or a vegetable.. I've fucked up everything in my life in the past, I'd probably fuck up the suicide attempt, even if I used a shotgun