Alright i gotta get the hell out of here

[bigj75]

I'm in one of those situations where if i don't ctb I'll end up homeless for the rest of my life. I'm not doing that. So i gotta ctb somehow.

I've got the stuff for the night night (ratchet strap method) so i need to know if that will work or not?

If it doesn't the whole sn method interest me. Xerxes supposedly ctb'd last week that way.

Nembutal i heard is a good if you can afford it. Supposedly very peaceful.

 

[311]

I'm in one of those situations where if i don't ctb I'll end up homeless for the rest of my life. I'm not doing that. So i gotta ctb somehow.

I've got the stuff for the night night (ratchet strap method) so i need to know if that will work or not?

If it doesn't the whole sn method interest me. Xerxes supposedly ctb'd last week that way.

Nembutal i heard is a good if you can afford it. Supposedly very peaceful.

Do you have access to a gun or could you buy one?

 

[bigj75]

Do you have access to a gun or could you buy one?

Yae I can buy one

 

[Redt2go]

I'm in one of those situations where if i don't ctb I'll end up homeless for the rest of my life. I'm not doing that. So i gotta ctb somehow.
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Damn :/ no family?

 

[Awe]

I'm in one of those situations where if i don't ctb I'll end up homeless for the rest of my life. I'm not doing that. So i gotta ctb somehow.

I've got the stuff for the night night (ratchet strap method) so i need to know if that will work or not?

If it doesn't the whole sn method interest me. Xerxes supposedly ctb'd last week that way.

Nembutal i heard is a good if you can afford it. Supposedly very peaceful.

I'm in the same boat. Its approaching fast and I'm panicking. My brain has completely stopped working (years of dissociation and blank mind) and need 100% ctb. Waiting on sn and dmso but it might not even get here soon enough

 

[Sickman75]

I'm in one of those situations where if i don't ctb I'll end up homeless for the rest of my life. I'm not doing that. So i gotta ctb somehow.

I've got the stuff for the night night (ratchet strap method) so i need to know if that will work or not?

If it doesn't the whole sn method interest me. Xerxes supposedly ctb'd last week that way.

Nembutal i heard is a good if you can afford it. Supposedly very peaceful.

Your wanting to end your life all because you don't want to be homeless?
You can't fight thru for a little while and recover?

 

[bigj75]

Your wanting to end your life all because you don't want to be homeless?
You can't fight thru for a little while and recover?

No man. Ive been homeless before. I'm losing my ability to work. Body and mind fading. It's not just being homeless. I've studied psychology and social science before. When you are homeless you are more susceptible to harm and disease. Serial killers, gang violence, etc, all that stuff is more likely to happen to you when homeless.

It's the possibility of suffering the rest of my life disabled and mentally impaired on some street corner. Not because im just sad or having a pitty party because life got hard.

 

[21Neberg]

No man. Ive been homeless before. I'm losing my ability to work. Body and mind fading. It's not just being homeless. I've studied psychology and social science before. When you are homeless you are more susceptible to harm and disease. Serial killers, gang violence, etc, all that stuff is more likely to happen to you when homeless.

It's the possibility of suffering the rest of my life disabled and mentally impaired on some street corner. Not because im just sad or having a pitty party because life got hard.

I completely understand your decision to look at ending it, and I respect it too. I'd definitely look into buying a gun, as you've said that's an option for you. If you can aim it right at the brainstem, I think you'll have a peaceful ending. Otherwise you could look into jumping too, as that's free, accessible if you live in a city and quick too.

 

[Sickman75]

No man. Ive been homeless before. I'm losing my ability to work. Body and mind fading. It's not just being homeless. I've studied psychology and social science before. When you are homeless you are more susceptible to harm and disease. Serial killers, gang violence, etc, all that stuff is more likely to happen to you when homeless.

It's the possibility of suffering the rest of my life disabled and mentally impaired on some street corner. Not because im just sad or having a pitty party because life got hard.

That was almost poetic to me for some reason.
I totally get as to why as well, I was hoping that you did too, and you obviously pointed that out to me that you did.

 

[Redt2go]

No man. Ive been homeless before. I'm losing my ability to work. Body and mind fading. It's not just being homeless. I've studied psychology and social science before. When you are homeless you are more susceptible to harm and disease. Serial killers, gang violence, etc, all that stuff is more likely to happen to you when homeless.

It's the possibility of suffering the rest of my life disabled and mentally impaired on some street corner. Not because im just sad or having a pitty party because life got hard.

Damn that's so much :(

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

No man. Ive been homeless before. I'm losing my ability to work. Body and mind fading. It's not just being homeless. I've studied psychology and social science before. When you are homeless you are more susceptible to harm and disease. Serial killers, gang violence, etc, all that stuff is more likely to happen to you when homeless.

It's the possibility of suffering the rest of my life disabled and mentally impaired on some street corner. Not because im just sad or having a pitty party because life got hard.

one reason more to buy a gun

its better to be homeless with a gun then to be homeless and total defenseless

 

[Awe]

No man. Ive been homeless before. I'm losing my ability to work. Body and mind fading. It's not just being homeless. I've studied psychology and social science before. When you are homeless you are more susceptible to harm and disease. Serial killers, gang violence, etc, all that stuff is more likely to happen to you when homeless.

It's the possibility of suffering the rest of my life disabled and mentally impaired on some street corner. Not because im just sad or having a pitty party because life got hard.

Same situation here and I cant access a gun.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Not having a place in society to belong to is worse than death. I hope you succeed.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Is there any large lakes or bodies of water near by? You could tie something heavy to your feet and drown if nothing else works for you.

Yes it's painful but it's a good last resort as long as nobody is around. That's my backup plan.

 

[Awe]

Lakes are frozen right now

 

[bigj75]

Same situation here and I cant access a gun.

Seems like hanging or sn/nembutal is the next best route.

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

In all honestly I would go Nembutal but I don't have knowledge on how to buy it without attracting unwanted attention.

 

[snowman626]

I really wanna know if the nightniggt method works or not. If it works its the quickest and most comfortable way to go. Do you have a date planned?

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

I really wanna know if the nightniggt method works or not. If it works its the quickest and most comfortable way to go. Do you have a date planned?

I think there was one user who successfully caught the bus with it.

 

[snowman626]

I think there was one user who successfully caught the bus with it.

Yeah but there many people saying they tried it and nothing happens. Method seems so simple yet so many arent getting it, saying they cant find their sweet spot. Maybe they just dont understand the method?

Personally I tried it and felt blood rush to my face and it went a bit numb, felt tingly, but i dont have the balls to hold it till im unconscious because i dont plan on ctb till my parents are gone. I wish theres a way to know for sure if im doing it right, stakes are too high for things to go wrong with this type of method where brain damage may occur