prtsn
Member
- Apr 16, 2023
- 52
currently booking a hotel room for a few days, have 5 bags of SN each with 25mg. been on olanzapine for a week and a lot of Xanax, also a tourniquet ready and some extra rope.
I don't know from where I'll get the courage to get out of the house but I guess with everything booked for Sunday should be enough to go.
I don't feel overwhelmed or sad, just some fear of failure. if anyone wanna keep me company, I'll head to the hotel on sunday afternoon. don't know if I'll post an actual goodbye thread but if anyone wanna talk I'll allow them to post if I succeeded.
I don't know from where I'll get the courage to get out of the house but I guess with everything booked for Sunday should be enough to go.
I don't feel overwhelmed or sad, just some fear of failure. if anyone wanna keep me company, I'll head to the hotel on sunday afternoon. don't know if I'll post an actual goodbye thread but if anyone wanna talk I'll allow them to post if I succeeded.