nonialabaster
Experienced
- Jan 4, 2023
- 263
This seems to be a contentious subject. I have to agree with you, @HermitLonerGuy. I'm older than most folks here. I'm 53 and managed to graduate college in four years, even though I had a kid when I'd just turned 18. This isn't to brag or anything, but I put my head down and did what I had to do. My mental health came crashing down in my early 20s, shortly after I graduated. I was living in Austin, at that time, working for The Talking Books Program. My then-husband was a schizophrenic, un-medicated and having an affair.majority of teenagers and young adults battle depression and mental issues because during these important years its their first time in life they dealing with these issues on that level and they mistakenly think it means their rest of their lives will be unbearable . remember 18 19 20 are young young adults and dont have much experience. the brain only develops fully at 25.
Someone with a not fully developed brain and first time life experience who has a whole life ahead should not make such a decision. Or else every single teen and young adults will be suiciding left and right. we should not encourage that. we should instead teach them to be adults because its their first time in their entire lives theyre actually adults. i do disagree with any young adult and teen commiting suicide yes.
I started cutting myself. I couldn't see straight. It got so bad one night, that ex-husband called the cops, who came to our house and told me I would go to Hell, if I killed myself. My ex took me to a private hospital, where I stayed for several weeks. I had great care with a really good shrink. He helped me see that I had undergone some kind of "arrested development," in addition to my official diagnoses. I'd delayed my natural development because of my early marriage and pregnancy. Now, it was catching up with me. I miss that doctor. He was really insightful.
All this to say, I do worry about really young people here, the ones who want to off themselves over one incident, one break-up. Sometimes, things do get better. My life was pretty good for about 25 years, after I met Mark, who died last year. I don't want to upset the younger people here. I have a lot of friends here, some very young. And I'm lucky that I have my method ready to go. I just don't want any person to make the ultimate decision rashly. Because there's no going back, no time to reflect, once you've pulled that trigger.