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endlessmelancholy

endlessmelancholy

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I want to drink, pass out and drink again for days. I don't want to be sober for days
 
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glasshammer

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Apr 21, 2025
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feel that way about weed. i try stop myself from using any substances alone because alcohol and green are both depressants and will spark up negative inner monologue for hours
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

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I will say though despite all things alcohol is one of the big factors im here .. i struggle with my addiction but when i say trust me its not a pretty thing to go through... people sort of think that when your liver goes as mine has even thoufh i managed to pull it back when they was looking at pallative care for my self. The stages you go through are not just rurning a bit yellow and then your gone.. its an awful way to go... i know my time is limited due to alcohol... tbis was me a few years ago IMG 20250329 WA0001
I will say though despite all things alcohol is one of the big factors im here .. i struggle with my addiction but when i say trust me its not a pretty thing to go through... people sort of think that when your liver goes as mine has even thoufh i managed to pull it back when they was looking at pallative care for my self. The stages you go through are not just rurning a bit yellow and then your gone.. its an awful way to go... i know my time is limited due to alcohol... tbis was me a few years ago IMG 20250329 WA0001
DOnt get me wrong i still struggle with it but its not a pretty way .. when your shitting and pissing your self and cant move .. now im left with more damage mentally and physically..i drank to escqpe my demons.. and now i suffer with H.E osteoporosis and penia.. oster arthritis kidney issuse slpeen problems take more medication than my chemist keeps in stock .. there is nothing wrong qith drinkin just try slow it down.. qe are here for our own reasons... but i wouldnt wish what i went and am still going through on anyone .❤️
 
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