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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
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I guess i fucked up my sober score or whatever because i drank so much vodka i can barely see the screen, it feels like motion blur from one of these games that want to save money on rendering.
Fuck my life. I only had 2 montths till a year of sobriety.
 
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UnoriginalName21

UnoriginalName21

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Nov 1, 2025
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Im about half a year sober but I don't even know why I give a shit anymore. I guess part of me knows ill probably try killing myself again if I relapse but loneliness and depression are kind of a bitch though so I may join you in fucking up sobriety.
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
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Im about half a year sober but I don't even know why I give a shit anymore. I guess part of me knows ill probably try killing myself again if I relapse but loneliness and depression are kind of a bitch though so I may join you in fucking up sobriety.
Well i kinda just did the same my friend i slashed my wrist and i am just soiling my shirt with my blod its so stupid idk why i did that . I was in recovery .
 
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UnoriginalName21

UnoriginalName21

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Well i kinda just did the same my friend i slashed my wrist and i am just soiling my shirt with my blod its so stupid idk why i did that . I was in recovery .
I tried to hang myself but my dumbass was too wasted to even walk lmao. Ended up calling 988 and throwing up all over myself
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
437
Now every time I smell peach 99's I feel like vomiting its kinda funny since that used to be my favorite cheap booze
Same but vodka. I was born in russia so also kinda ironic. Fucking chugged it
Also wait a minute you have friends couldn't be me lmao.
Ahhhhh no I adressed you as my friend. Like idk I could say comrade or some shit lol. Hey fellow citizen ahhahaah. Idk how to informally address people.
 
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UnoriginalName21

UnoriginalName21

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Nov 1, 2025
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Same but vodka. I was born in russia so also kinda ironic. Fucking chugged it

Ahhhhh no I adressed you as my friend. Like idk I could say comrade or some shit lol. Hey fellow citizen ahhahaah. Idk how to informally address people.
lmao im fucking slow (dont do drugs kids). I read that as "My friend and I"
 
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