Venting Alcohol relapse

[struggles_inc]

I guess i fucked up my sober score or whatever because i drank so much vodka i can barely see the screen, it feels like motion blur from one of these games that want to save money on rendering.
Fuck my life. I only had 2 montths till a year of sobriety.

 

[UnoriginalName21]

Im about half a year sober but I don't even know why I give a shit anymore. I guess part of me knows ill probably try killing myself again if I relapse but loneliness and depression are kind of a bitch though so I may join you in fucking up sobriety.

 

[struggles_inc]

Im about half a year sober but I don't even know why I give a shit anymore. I guess part of me knows ill probably try killing myself again if I relapse but loneliness and depression are kind of a bitch though so I may join you in fucking up sobriety.

Well i kinda just did the same my friend i slashed my wrist and i am just soiling my shirt with my blod its so stupid idk why i did that . I was in recovery .

 

[UnoriginalName21]

Well i kinda just did the same my friend i slashed my wrist and i am just soiling my shirt with my blod its so stupid idk why i did that . I was in recovery .

I tried to hang myself but my dumbass was too wasted to even walk lmao. Ended up calling 988 and throwing up all over myself

 

[struggles_inc]

I tried to hang myself but my dumbass was too wasted to even walk lmao. Ended up calling 988 and throwing up all over myself

Lmao kinda mood

 

[UnoriginalName21]

Lmao kinda mood

Now every time I smell peach 99's I feel like vomiting its kinda funny since that used to be my favorite cheap booze

Well i kinda just did the same my friend i slashed my wrist and i am just soiling my shirt with my blod its so stupid idk why i did that . I was in recovery .

Also wait a minute you have friends couldn't be me lmao.

 

[struggles_inc]

Now every time I smell peach 99's I feel like vomiting its kinda funny since that used to be my favorite cheap booze

Same but vodka. I was born in russia so also kinda ironic. Fucking chugged it

Also wait a minute you have friends couldn't be me lmao.

Ahhhhh no I adressed you as my friend. Like idk I could say comrade or some shit lol. Hey fellow citizen ahhahaah. Idk how to informally address people.

 

[UnoriginalName21]

Same but vodka. I was born in russia so also kinda ironic. Fucking chugged it

Ahhhhh no I adressed you as my friend. Like idk I could say comrade or some shit lol. Hey fellow citizen ahhahaah. Idk how to informally address people.

lmao im fucking slow (dont do drugs kids). I read that as "My friend and I"

 

[struggles_inc]

lmao im fucking slow (dont do drugs kids). I read that as "My friend and I"

Lmaooo no its just me and my 1235 personalities mate

 

[UnoriginalName21]

Lmaooo no its just me and my 1235 personalities mate

Relatable (I would get sent strait to the loony bin if I was my real self around people)

 

[struggles_inc]

Relatable (I would get sent strait to the loony bin if I was my real self around people)

Loony bin i am dying ahhahhahahahba omg