BoredomSeeker
"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
- May 25, 2023
- 113
I'm drunk right now - so apologies in advance for any potential typos or whatever, I'll do my best to avoid those.
I don't fucking get it anymore, I haven't for a long time. What the fuck am I doing this for? What am I pushing onward for? My anxieties are gonna throw everything down the shitter anyway, and I ultimately can't keep up with societal expectations regardless. I'm tired. So fucking tired. This shit sucks, I don't want to play this trash game anymore. So much stress and strain and general shit. And despite that, I can't get myself to take that final step.
I guess I'm not at the bus stop just yet. Maybe the bus has been rescheduled and I've missed it for the time being.
I don't fucking get it anymore, I haven't for a long time. What the fuck am I doing this for? What am I pushing onward for? My anxieties are gonna throw everything down the shitter anyway, and I ultimately can't keep up with societal expectations regardless. I'm tired. So fucking tired. This shit sucks, I don't want to play this trash game anymore. So much stress and strain and general shit. And despite that, I can't get myself to take that final step.
I guess I'm not at the bus stop just yet. Maybe the bus has been rescheduled and I've missed it for the time being.
