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Loner1992

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Hello everyone, thank you for stopping by.

I wonder what is to be expected from the following, concerning the timeline and possible emotional turbulences:

I plan to take 100 mg Diphenhydramine and 10 mg of Clonazepam first, having an empty stomach.

Next, I shall drink 200 ml of Whiskey and down 250 mg Clonazepam - half an hour after this.

5 minutes later I wanna proceed by finally taking 400 mg of crushed Hydromorphone-HCL.

What I'd like to know is how long I will potentially stay awake before passing out and if I need to expect panic. You know, because of this annoying surviving instinct.

I appreciate every answer, even if you're not sure. Sending love to you. Hope your weekend will be as comfortable as possible.

Loner
 
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Huntfish34

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Hey, Idk if that's enough to Ctb.... ? It just doesn't sound lethal to me. Regardless, I wish you Nothing but the best. Sending love to you as well.

Godspeed-
 
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I second that it may not be enough
 
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Hi, I was actually planning to implement it in a similar way. I have received different answers. I also thought that hydromorphone combined with a benzo and with an antihistamine and alcohol should work. I might add zolpidem and domperidone. I know that this combination of drugs can be deadly in their interaction.
What do you have for hydromorphone tablets? Retarded or instant release? Mine are retard. Therefore, I have some concerns about the effect, but I would mortar these. Also, I am afraid of vomiting, because HM can cause quite strong nausea.
To have a guaranteed effect, it would have to be administered by IV, but I can't implement that.
But it would definitely be one of the most pleasant and painless ways…..
 
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Loner1992

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Thank you for your quick responses, I didn't expect that.

@Huntfish34 & @downndone2 I am surprised that you say it might not be enough, but good to hear that. Maybe I have a mistake in my researched information. That's how I calculated (everything referring to oral administration):

I found that 200-250 mg of Morphine (alone, with no other substances) will already kill an adult. Now as Hydromorphone would be 5 to 7.5 times stronger, I'd ingest at least 2.000 mg of Morphine.

Combining this with a Benzodiazepine, which exceeds at least 100 times the amount of a therapeutic dose, I thought that I'm definitely on the safe side. I actually thought of adding the Whiskey more as a last toast to myself, but didn't think it would actually be adding anything significant, as I thought I'm already in absolute overkill area.

@SenseOfLoss Mine are also extended release. 18 capsules of 24 mg HM-HCL, which is about 22 mg of pure HM. I read that Diphenhydramine and Benzos both have antiemetic effects. Furthermore, some studies suggest that nausea is actually caused by moving you body, so if you just lay down and watch the ceiling, I think you should be fine. Even more, if you'd pass out a few minutes later, there'd be no problems with vomiting either, because you'd simply choke to death and you'd not feel anything since you'd already be unconscious.

... I think, at least, but maybe I'm also wrong with this. Please feel free to correct me at any point. Better have a solid plan then spending 50 years afterwards as a vegetable.
 
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Mine are also extended release. 18 capsules of 24 mg HM-HCL, which is about 22 mg of pure HM. I read that Diphenhydramine and Benzos both have antiemetic effects. Furthermore, some studies suggest that nausea is actually caused by moving you body, so if you just lay down and watch the ceiling, I think you should be fine. Even more, if you'd pass out a few minutes later, there'd be no problems with vomiting either, because you'd simply choke to death and you'd not feel anything since you'd already be unconscious.
ok, that should be sufficient, I'm just not sure either. All I know is that Heath Ledger accidentally died from this combination and he didn't overdose, just took the wrong drugs (these drugs) together.
 
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