Venting Agony

[iwannagohomeplspls]

Live is agony with so much disfunction, memory loss, confusion, sensory issues I just want to CTB so badly but I come on here and I get overwhelmed and confused even more. I've no motivation for anything. I just want to check out of life, every day is excruciating.
It drives me mad that people ctb the whole time here in Ireland but I can't get the courage.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Welcome to the forum.
I'm really sorry that this dreadful world has brought you here.
At least you can speak your mind here without fear of judgement.

There are plenty of good people here to talk to who will genuinely care about what you have to say.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum! Being overwhelmed is ok, just settle down a bit, read through the sticky threads and feel free to talk about anything. I can relate to you because I'm not motivated for anything as well. And this really can be so tiring.

 

[iwannagohomeplspls]

Thank you both so much xxx

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really horrible and tiring what you have to endure, I hate how suicide is purposely made so difficult in this world and I envy those who succeed, I get that it's certainly so torturous feeling trapped here. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.

 

[iwannagohomeplspls]

Thank you so much x