I don't know. I don't have a set age yet as I get easily overwhelmed when thinking about suicide. It isn't because I don't want to be dead (as I know some here like to insinuate otherwise) but rather because of how I'm mentally weak and react extremely to even the smallest pressure. Incidentally, that's also why I want to be dead as the world simply isn't meant for me whereas I think that death suits me perfectly.
That being said, I know that I will have to dirty my own hands soon and take initiative as life is already unbearable for me but it has the potential to be far worse and I want to prevent that. So, for now, I don't have a set age but I know that I will have to set one soon