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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,001
I did not set a age. Last New Year's Eve I made a wish: end my life this year.
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
789
I just turned 54 yesterday, I have no intention of living through the month of March.
My fifty-fourth is in June, and I hope for your sake I outlive you, brother or sister as you may be.
 
Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,652
Until I am 30 years old, I am approaching that age and I am constantly desperate about this fact, I would like to die suddenly in some accident.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I don't know. I don't have a set age yet as I get easily overwhelmed when thinking about suicide. It isn't because I don't want to be dead (as I know some here like to insinuate otherwise) but rather because of how I'm mentally weak and react extremely to even the smallest pressure. Incidentally, that's also why I want to be dead as the world simply isn't meant for me whereas I think that death suits me perfectly.

That being said, I know that I will have to dirty my own hands soon and take initiative as life is already unbearable for me but it has the potential to be far worse and I want to prevent that. So, for now, I don't have a set age but I know that I will have to set one soon
 
Oliver

Oliver

Experienced
Feb 28, 2024
249
Don't think I can ctb without a gun...
 
Slow_Farewell

Slow_Farewell

Warlock
Dec 19, 2023
709
ideally 41, im currently 40 so that's a pain.
however, since i've mapped out a ctb plan that i want, i think a more realistic time table would be beyond 40, but i dont want to hit 50.
 

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