Venting After months of desperation, a wave of sadness

[whybother2002]

After spending the past months being completely desperate, today I was hit by a wave of sadness. I probably won't kill myself, my parents won't let me. Days will pass, months will pass, years... I've ruined my life beyond repair. There's nothing left. I will never experience love. I will never have someone in my life. I will never have a friend again. This is it. Accept it. I will see people around me moving forward and I will stay back. Memories will haunt me forever. This is life. It's me and me parents until they die. I hate them.