• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

Venting Afraid of growing up

Anonslostsoul

Anonslostsoul

Waiting at the bus stop
Aug 4, 2024
12
My birthday is in a few days and I'm terrified. I had planned on ctb back when I was 13 I never planned on making it this far and I have no idea what to do. Genuinely considering ctb today or tomorrow just so I don't have to face that (and I've been wanting to anyways) but I know I don't have the materials to do so, so now I'm real stressed out.
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: lamy's sacred sleep, twistedtransistor47, Namelesa Graves and 6 others
SomePersonIGuess

SomePersonIGuess

Not here for long, hopefully
Mar 18, 2024
23
Felt the same on my birthday a little while back, and if I'm still around by my next birthday I'll probably ctb around then if I can
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Praestat_Mori and Anonslostsoul
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,835
I feel like I've suffered for a long time as well, I understand as I always have so much dread for what lies ahead. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
  • Love
Reactions: SomePersonIGuess
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

kuroshimi
Discussion Is my future became blank?
Replies
4
Views
125
Suicide Discussion
stardusted
stardusted
x22
Help How do you get over fear of death?
Replies
13
Views
316
Suicide Discussion
merlinscries
M
L
Venting I'm Back Here Again
Replies
3
Views
128
Suicide Discussion
Lost in a Dream
L
canoekit
Venting Considering moving my CtB date despite planning it for >3 months
Replies
3
Views
223
Suicide Discussion
canoekit
canoekit
somewhatdeadly
Venting fear of death and survival instnict
Replies
3
Views
155
Suicide Discussion
madameviolette
madameviolette
Top Bottom