
HoolioCoolio
Stay in a strong place in your mind
- Mar 4, 2020
- 49
I don't live alone and it isn't my gun, I have access to it though and it's a M9 with normal rounds. I don't want to leave a huge mess so I was planning on wrapping most of my head in a towel to catch fragments (I will also try doing this outside). I live in the country side and it would take the ambulance awhile to get here, my worry is if I miss my shot to the brain stem how long would it take for me to die? And if the ambulance arrives could they prevent me from dying for atleast 30 min before they get to the hospital?, or should I try to tie my body to a tree to make it even harder to transport?. Would it help to take any pills or drugs? (I have some calming aids to help prevent any flinches!). I just don't want to end up with no face and or being a vegetable. It is also hard to get the timing right with nobody at the establishment. And I will call 911 and leave my address So nobody has to see my body (that knows me) and the neighbors might hear and call anyways so I mine as well do it right? (Don't want to be that selfish to force trauma on those close to me)