Advice for someone in the UK (new user)

[moonstroll]

Hi everyone, really happy to have found this website.

So for the longest time I told myself opioids would be a safe ticket out, just fall asleep and drift away. Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl, and I thought I'd be able to buy it quite easily on the dark web.

After stumbling around on the dark web looking for a marketplace, I found this website, and thank god I did, as I've learnt opioids aren't necessarily guaranteed.

However, after learning that SN seems like the most viable option, I'm really disheartened to learn of all the other stuff you need. Anti-emetics, benzos etc... there's no way I can get my hands on these.

I get the impression that people aren't allowed to post links to dark web marketplaces? so I guess it's something I'd have to find myself?

I think if I could find a marketplace, I could buy a shit load of oxycodone and just crush it up and mix it with water, and down it. Maybe have a couple of glasses of that in case I vomit the first one up, and get drunk before hand (seems to reduce my gag reflex when I'm drunk)

Does anyone have any suggestions? It seems like people on here are much more clued up than I am, and I really appreciate you all being here to help one another, honestly it's a relief to find a community like this that understands. I thought I'd have to trawl through some horrible rabbit holes on the dark web to end up finding a site like this

 

[dead dav]

I can't help you but welcome to the community

 

[moonstroll]

I have zero tolerance to opioids having never taken them before. I've been reading this site all day, plus the PPEH book, and it seems the only concern with them is that they might cause nausea and the required dose is unpredictable

Things are getting pretty unbearable in my life at the moment, the only way I've been coping is by telling myself I can just grab a bunch of Oxycodone somehow and fall asleep. It's so shit to find out that I can't easily source it, and it might not even be such a good idea

I'm lucky enough to be in a position where I can quite easily be alone for a few days, but can someone still wake up from an opioid overdose without being disturbed?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to SaSu!

Well, as you have already noticed opioids might not be the best choice. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info about many other methods.

 

[moonstroll]

Welcome to SaSu!

Well, as you have already noticed opioids might not be the best choice. There's the Suicide Resource Compilation with lots of info about many other methods.

Hey, thanks for your reply and for being there. I had a look through it, and it seems SN is the only option I could feasibly do (I can't hang myself or jump in front of a train or anything). I just can't get my hands on the anti-emetics of the benzos I'd need, unless I could find them on the dark web maybe. No idea where to look once I get on there and I'm paranoid as fuck about it, even if I have a safe method to access it

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Hey, thanks for your reply and for being there. I had a look through it, and it seems SN is the only option I could feasibly do (I can't hang myself or jump in front of a train or anything). I just can't get my hands on the anti-emetics of the benzos I'd need, unless I could find them on the dark web maybe. No idea where to look once I get on there and I'm paranoid as fuck about it, even if I have a safe method to access it

AEs are probably not available on DNMs bc usually they are more or less easy to get either OTC or prescription via your GP but Benzos should be available in the DN at least that's what I heard.

 

[dead dav]

I can't help you but welcome to the community

Uk too

 

[moonstroll]

I can't find AllDa on Google, why do you say they aren't needed? For SN and Opioids? I've read that doctors in the UK would now see asking for AEs as a red flag towards suicide, and I've already told my GP of my suicidal intentions a few months ago

 

[moonstroll]

Please could someone with a kind heart post the most viable method available in the UK? Complete with sources? I've needed an escape route for a while now and I'm fucking gutted to learn that opioids aren't recommended. At this stage I'm considering getting a shitload of diazepam (or the equivalent) and getting very drunk, and then swimming out to sea

 

[Fraggle77]

Hi everyone, really happy to have found this website.

So for the longest time I told myself opioids would be a safe ticket out, just fall asleep and drift away. Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl, and I thought I'd be able to buy it quite easily on the dark web.

After stumbling around on the dark web looking for a marketplace, I found this website, and thank god I did, as I've learnt opioids aren't necessarily guaranteed.

However, after learning that SN seems like the most viable option, I'm really disheartened to learn of all the other stuff you need. Anti-emetics, benzos etc... there's no way I can get my hands on these.

I get the impression that people aren't allowed to post links to dark web marketplaces? so I guess it's something I'd have to find myself?

I think if I could find a marketplace, I could buy a shit load of oxycodone and just crush it up and mix it with water, and down it. Maybe have a couple of glasses of that in case I vomit the first one up, and get drunk before hand (seems to reduce my gag reflex when I'm drunk)

Does anyone have any suggestions? It seems like people on here are much more clued up than I am, and I really appreciate you all being here to help one another, honestly it's a relief to find a community like this that understands. I thought I'd have to trawl through some horrible rabbit holes on the dark web to end up finding a site like this

Have you managed to find SN in the UK? Or somewhere that delivers to the UK?

 

[moonstroll]

Have you managed to find SN in the UK? Or somewhere that delivers to the UK?

Nope, looking for guidance in that area

 

[Fraggle77]

Yeah same

 

[theshund]

Hi everyone, really happy to have found this website.

So for the longest time I told myself opioids would be a safe ticket out, just fall asleep and drift away. Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl, and I thought I'd be able to buy it quite easily on the dark web.

After stumbling around on the dark web looking for a marketplace, I found this website, and thank god I did, as I've learnt opioids aren't necessarily guaranteed.

However, after learning that SN seems like the most viable option, I'm really disheartened to learn of all the other stuff you need. Anti-emetics, benzos etc... there's no way I can get my hands on these.

I get the impression that people aren't allowed to post links to dark web marketplaces? so I guess it's something I'd have to find myself?

I think if I could find a marketplace, I could buy a shit load of oxycodone and just crush it up and mix it with water, and down it. Maybe have a couple of glasses of that in case I vomit the first one up, and get drunk before hand (seems to reduce my gag reflex when I'm drunk)

Does anyone have any suggestions? It seems like people on here are much more clued up than I am, and I really appreciate you all being here to help one another, honestly it's a relief to find a community like this that understands. I thought I'd have to trawl through some horrible rabbit holes on the dark web to end up finding a site like this

You don't necessarily need the other ingredients, but I'm also in the UK so I can tell you (fyi only, not encouraging you in any way to act on the information and urge you to seek help if you are even 1% uncertain if you want to ctb), the dopamine blocker anti emmetics are available to buy on multiple online pharmacy websites. Just go looking. You'll need to do an online assessment form but you'll get the meds provided you answer correctly, if you know what I mean. Diazepam is trickier but if you talk to your GP about overwhelming anxiety they may prescribe, though they will try to fob you off with antidepressants first. Make sure you assure them you are not depressed, only very anxious in a debilitating way. They may defer you to the local MH service and their protocol is usually a benzo prescription plus limited talk therapy. Ibuprofen and paracetamol easy to get. Then all you need is DMC.

 

[Whale_bones]

Welcome to the site, I hope you find comfort in our community here

Oxycodone seems to be the UK equivalent to the American Fentanyl

Fentanyl is around 60 times stronger than oxycodone, definitely not equivalent. You'd have to multiply an oxycodone dosage by 60 to achieve the same potency as fentanyl.

Both the US and the UK use both oxycodone and fentanyl as pain management medications.

 

[moonstroll]

Welcome to the site, I hope you find comfort in our community here



Fentanyl is around 60 times stronger than oxycodone, definitely not equivalent. You'd have to multiply an oxycodone dosage by 60 to achieve the same potency as fentanyl.

Both the US and the UK use both oxycodone and fentanyl as pain management medications.

Thanks for the info mate. From what I've read, 3mg of Fentanyl is a lethal dose, so that'd be 180 mg of Oxycodone? I asked my dealer if he could find any opioids and he came back saying he can sort out 10mg Oxycodone pills, so I thought 20 of them would do the job, that's like one or two blister packs if he has a legit source.

Anyway, after doing some research on here I'm not sure about this method... it doesn't seem 100% guaranteed, but I'm just wondering if this doubt involves medical intervention? If I pass out from overdose, could I really wake up without someone arriving to physically enact that?

Is SN only available in the appropriate purity in the UK on the darkweb? Or are there more legitimate sources I could go to? I've read the name "DMC" quite a lot, but can't work out the location, and seen people talking about sources from Poland? Could anyone offer any guidance here?

 

[Whale_bones]

@moonstroll
I'm not able to answer your questions about dosage (gathering information and knowing your options is a good thing, I just personally can't answer where I don't feel comfortable). I do know that the majority of oxycodone deaths involve additional central nervous system depressants. Ensuring reliability with just oxycodone can be difficult because of many individual factors; even in the opiate-naive, what works for one body often doesn't work for another. Someone else might be able to answer your questions about dosage, though.

As for SN, while we can't give direct sources here, if you use the search bar you can find threads discussing this, which should help point you towards what you're looking for.

 

[spenshart]

Have you managed to find SN in the UK? Or somewhere that delivers to the UK?

any luck?

 

[Peter Skellern]

The problem with Opioids taken orally is the nausea and vomiting. You'll just bring it back up.

 

[Fraggle77]

any luck?

I think I found DM's but unsure if it's the legit site. How about you?

 

[spenshart]

I think I found DM's but unsure if it's the legit site. How about you?

same as you buddy

 

[moonstroll]

I followed some clues I found here and found a site that matches "DMC" selling SN... however I googled the whatsapp number from that site, and it came up with a match on another site that was about N scams... not sure it's legit

 

[Fraggle77]

same as you buddy

So frustrating

I followed some clues I found here and found a site that matches "DMC" selling SN... however I googled the whatsapp number from that site, and it came up with a match on another site that was about N scams... not sure it's legit

I've done the same and I believe I found the legit site