NSFW addictions to NSFW

[bluupup]

as a kid, I was addicted to bestiality porn and it was the worst. I would sneak off to the bathroom during school breaks to watch it on my little iphone 5, and I'd be late all the time because I was busy watching it. I feel so disgusted with myself even after all of this time and I don't know what to do. should I tell my therapist?? should I ignore it? should I submit to my urges and watch it again? I don't know. I'm already on gorecenter every day and doom scrolling there for hours, I dont know what I should do. I'm going back to how I was before I got medicated.

 

[darksouls]

addictions and the sexual abuse of animals are serious topics and I do not understand what is supposed to be funny about them

 

[bluupup]

addictions and the sexual abuse of animals are serious topics and I do not understand what is supposed to be funny about them

me neither and I don't get why people joke about it.

 

[darksouls]

I think you should talk to your therapist about it

 

[bluupup]

I think you should talk to your therapist about it

I want to, I just don't know what to say to her, or how to start the conversation

 

[darksouls]

I want to, I just don't know what to say to her, or how to start the conversation

you say it just the way you did with us