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iloveloving

Student
Aug 4, 2024
126
I feel as if addiction is the only thing that keeps me living. I'm scared to become sober.
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
I think addiction, I don't have one currently, might be the only thing that can keep me alive much longer. It's getting tough, I'm drawn to the perceived escape of addiction.
 
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funkopop99

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Jun 1, 2026
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I feel as if addiction is the only thing that keeps me living. I'm scared to become sober.
Do what you need to do. Maybe you'll accidentally die through addiction anyways.
 
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DeersCanTalk

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May 25, 2026
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Do what you need to do. Maybe you'll accidentally die through addiction anyways.
This is imo the best way to go, accidental od while in euphoria seems like such a nice way to go.
 

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