Hmm, Nozomu did share their experience and even said they should've walked away with major organ damage but somehow didn't from their opiod od. Had no idea it had a higher chance to failure or injury in comparison to other injuries.
This is why I appreciate your insight Rhizo, you've seen quite a bit and can add to it in commentary here where needed. I think a dose from benzos in order to blackout is what I prefer although to be honest, it's all I have after all but my tolerance to benzos like Alprazolam is rather low so a dose like 4mg should do to keep me well and truly out of it after my sn is taken, timing is still a matter of issue to figure out since taking a big dose like that may take a while but once it starts to take effect, I may be out quicker before I know it. It also seems my assumptions about feeling nothing while being blacked out on benzos means you may feel nothing so I think in terms of sn, it'll help out greatly in order to successfully execute ctb.
If you're following the typical fasting protocol, the benzos will kick in very quickly. Possibly within 15 minutes even.
The one downside to a blackout dose is you won't be functional to take a 2nd/3rd SN drink in the event of vomiting.
I personally plan to take a dose of benzos small enough that I can still drink a 2nd drink if needed but I've weighed the pros and cons and decided the mild discomfort/possible abdominal pain or headache is worth it as it's only 10-20 minutes until loss of consciousness anyways.
It's all just a big game of pro vs con. Thankfully SN is pretty reliable and side effects are tolerable regardless so it's just about how you want to trade off a marginal dip in reliability vs a marginal dip in peacefulness
If you ever want any tips on your protocol shoot me a pm anytime :)
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I appreciate you making me think as well! I was over fixated on a small dose of benzos that I overlooked a blackout dose. good catch ;)