Actually just placed an order from DMC

[nasigoreng99]

Me too! I also live in an Asian country. Can someone direct me to the right resources (even the right thread on this website would do)?

I also live in Asian country. Have you tried online marketplace? I got mine from there.

 

[whats_the_point]

I also live in Asian country. Have you tried online marketplace? I got mine from there.

I did find 2 websites a while back but now they don't seem to exist. I'm also leaning more towards CO than SN because it's easier to procure the materials.

 

[TraumaEscapee:)]

SN in water works 100% IF YOU DON'T THROW UP. You do need Light Food in stomach . Don't do it on empty stomach - it will make you vomit.

But I heard you have to fast

 

[Plato'sCaveDweller]

But I heard you have to fast

you absolutely have to fast. that was misinformation (possibly intentionally). if you have something being digested in your stomach or small intestine, it will significantly impede SN's ability to be absorbed. 8 hours minimum and no more than 20-24 hours of fasting (too much fasting can also increase your chances of vomiting too early apparently).

 

[singingcrow]

Could someone please direct me to how to find it? I know you can't share the link directly but I would really appreciate a hint. I have tried literally everything. Y search engine, filters off, all the relevant search terms, and still I can't find anything.

did you have any luck?

 

[tinyboxer]

Can DMC simply be found on this forum? Is it just a matter of reading enough threads?

 

[PixelPlant]

Do you happen to know if DMC is still replying to emails? I sent one yesterday and haven't heard back yet.

 

[pip89909000]

did you have any luck?

thanks for your post but i am struggling - how do i contact them on wattsapp i need a hint please i have spent 20 hours searching and getting no where

Just want to preemptively say that I'm not comfortable with sharing the source. Trust me I get how frustrating it is to try and find it. I'll only offer the advice to not bother with Google, DMC doesn't appear in Google results even with the complete name of the site.

After trying to find it ever since his original store was shut down (which I also found, but didn't order from while it was up), I finally found it a few days ago. After pondering for a few days, I decided to actually go ahead and make an order for 100g of SN (both because I am a larger person & because I want more than one chance at it).

It costed a lot more than I would have liked to pay, but its a price I was willing to pay for the relief of knowing I will actually have a way out if I come to the decision I want to take it. I am unlikely to use it as soon as I get it, I just want to know I have it in case things get too much for me. With fees and shipping, it cost me ~$120 Canadian to have it shipped to a PO box in Ontario. I didn't bother with paying extra for the express shipping since I won't be using it right away anyway.

Much to my surprise, my anxiety levels were not at the record high I expected when actually going through the ordering process. I was more concerned about screwing up Paysend than anything else (I used the "to a bank account" option, as the Mastercard/Visa options required information like his postal code which was not given).

I am a bit scared that customs might intercept my package and I'll get welfare checked, or worse get in trouble for smuggling (although I'd plead ignorance in either case). I do also have concerns around there being any other errors in the order process causing me to lose out on my order and the money I spent on it, but I'm far more worried about being caught.

I imagine that when I actually go pick up the package from the post office in a few weeks will be more anxiety provoking (although I do have a story made up in case the post office employee is chatty and curious about why I have a package from Ukraine). I am definitely worried about how I will bring the package home without any questions being asked by my family, although I've intentionally been more secretive about my packages' contents for some time now, so that I can keep any package's contents secret for any reason, not just ctb related things).

My order is still pending as of posting, but I will edit/post updates here when my order is processed, shipped, through customs, and I have it in my possession.

thanks for your post but i am struggling - how do i contact them on wattsapp i need a hint please i have spent 20 hours searching and getting no where

 

[justanotherloser]

Literally anyone who can help w sources for SN from Ukraine or other please help put me out of my misery and stop the embarrassment. Thanks

 

[be or not to be]

I need help to find DMC to. I am from Spain and if I get SN I would still worried about spanish customs

 

[heatdeath]

Could someone please direct me to how to find it? I know you can't share the link directly but I would really appreciate a hint. I have tried literally everything. Y search engine, filters off, all the relevant search terms, and still I can't find anything.

Isn't it frustrating? Like we're all here to die, can we just help each other out? No, people hoard links and brag they have what other people don't. They got the link from someone else and then stop short of passing the favor on.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Isn't it frustrating? Like we're all here to die, can we just help each other out? No, people hoard links and brag they have what other people don't. They got the link from someone else and then stop short of passing the favor on.

It isn't people's fault here for that. Sure, there are some suicidal people here who are extremely firm on not wanting to help somebody else with suicide in any way possible even if it's as something as small as this. However, there are others who do want to help but can't because there are secretly pro lifers on this site looking to shut any SN sources down. Trust me, if it wasn't for the fact that there are pro lifers patrolling this site everyday disguising themselves as suicidal people, I would share the source to everybody. However, since this world isn't so ideal and I'd rather have DMC be available for as long as possible so that anybody who wants SN can buy from him which means that the better thing to do is not share sources to everybody. It sucks but take your anger out on the pro lifers who want to ban the SN sources, not this site

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

It isn't people's fault here for that. Sure, there are some suicidal people here who are extremely firm on not wanting to help somebody else with suicide in any way possible even if it's as something as small as this. However, there are others who do want to help but can't because there are secretly pro lifers on this site looking to shut any SN sources down. Trust me, if it wasn't for the fact that there are pro lifers patrolling this site everyday disguising themselves as suicidal people, I would share the source to everybody. However, since this world isn't so ideal and I'd rather have DMC be available for as long as possible so that anybody who wants SN can buy from him which means that the better thing to do is not share sources to everybody. It sucks but take your anger out on the pro lifers who want to ban the SN sources, not this site

this
especially point anger somewhere else
but also, I help here as much as I can. Sometimes too much. At my own expense. And I'm here because I need to CTB, I have a lot on my plate. That's no one else's problem, but it definitely means I don't have the time or the resources to figure out if someone asking for a source is a reporter looking to bring down a method or a seller & I will not have that be my responsibility, I will not be that asshole. But the big one is that a lot of people here sound like adults who have made well thought out rational decisions. And some like children. I don't want my last actions on earth to be helping someone else's kid die when they're having a tantrum. That's not a burden I'm willing to carry.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

this
especially point anger somewhere else
but also, I help here as much as I can. Sometimes too much. At my own expense. And I'm here because I need to CTB, I have a lot on my plate. That's no one else's problem, but it definitely means I don't have the time or the resources to figure out if someone asking for a source is a reporter looking to bring down a method or a seller & I will not have that be my responsibility, I will not be that asshole. But the big one is that a lot of people here sound like adults who have made well thought out rational decisions. And some like children. I don't want my last actions on earth to be helping someone else's kid die when they're having a tantrum. That's not a burden I'm willing to carry.

Same here, I'm not trying to carry a burden from my time here. People think it's gatekeeping but it really isn't. Some of us don't want to give someone the source and then later, see a goodbye post. I'd feel at least partially responsible. I'd also be upset if the source was gone one day.

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

Same here, I'm not trying to carry a burden from my time here. People think it's gatekeeping but it really isn't. Some of us don't want to give someone the source and then later, see a goodbye post. I'd feel at least partially responsible. I'd also be upset if the source was gone one day.

Yep.
Especially because there are people here willing to share, there are clues etc. I completely understand the desperation & the frustration. I've tried to pay it forward in ways I'm comfortable with, mostly privately, but also publicly about things like testing SN & access in Australia.
I plan to CTB & won't change my mind & I don't like being hypocritical, but having seen IRL, over & over, the devastation it causes, I can't be a part of that. Or reducing access to a method or seller, as above. I've tried to give back as much as possible & not just take but that doesn't mean I have to do anything I'm uncomfortable with. I feel like shit already. It sucks this isn't easier.

 

[parasite_eve]

Samesies as last few peeps above me - there's plenty of clues and folks dropping hints or willing to PM to reduce harm from others coming new to this space and not having access to any info other than prolifers promulgated propaganda