recordplayer
In limbo
- Jul 20, 2025
- 8
It was stupid of me to not check local regulations but the seller didn't indicate that it couldn't be shipped to private individuals. I already got a private mailbox through UPS so I didn't have to worry about anyone seeing my packages, ordered the additional meds, everything, and I'm just now finding out that I can't order it from this supplier, and it looks like I won't be able to get it from a direct supplier in general. To make it even worse, I had a friend die by suicide earlier this month, and now I'm just insanely jealous that they got away with it on top of the greif. I don't have the fucking energy to go through all the planning again and I don't know how much longer I can keep up the front of being okay, especially with college starting soon. PMs appreciated if anyone has a reliable source.
