actually dying is so hard

[n0thing0]

it's so difficult to actually die. there's so much that goes into it and if your method fails it could have disastrous consequences. i used to think the human body was so fragile but in hindsight it can withstand a lot. all i want is to die easily and painlessly but atp it seems near impossible to do. my worst fear is trying to CTB but failing and ending up a vegetable or permanently disabled. i thought a shotgun might work but apparently there's a lot that goes into it, and knowing me i'd probably do it wrong.

 

[nosoul]

Just tried hanging, and I panicked and stood up using table. How to get yourself to instantly pass out?

 

[StolenLife]

What I'm afraid the most is that one split second away from dying. Will it hurt? How will it feel? Will SI prevail until the end? It's a shame that we are denied peaceful euthanasia.

 

[Valky]

I feel you, I thought it was quite easy to ctb before joining this site. Just throwing in some pills and you're gone. How foolish I was..

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it really is and that's why I'm still trapped here. If suicide was much easier I know that I would be long gone at this point. But to me it's so horrible how we exist in such a hellish world where we are denied the option to exit in peace without risks and complications, it's truly inhumane how people are expected to just suffer. I really hate this world, I think that it's such a curse to even exist at all.

 

[Worndown]

Just tried hanging, and I panicked and stood up using table. How to get yourself to instantly pass out?

Research and planning. I am sorry you had a failure. Hanging is very simple but does need to be setup properly. All methods require some form of planning.
There are too many posts from people that have had unsuccessful attempts. That is tragic.

On the original post, this is not an easy process. Humans are physically fairly fragile. We have developed natural fears and responses to keep us alive. SI being the final flight response. Add any emotional feelings of family and friends and it is probably the most difficult thing to do.

 

[nosoul]

Research and planning. I am sorry you had a failure. Hanging is very simple but does need to be setup properly. All methods require some form of planning.
There are too many posts from people that have had unsuccessful attempts. That is tragic.

On the original post, this is not an easy process. Humans are physically fairly fragile. We have developed natural fears and responses to keep us alive. SI being the final flight response. Add any emotional feelings of family and friends and it is probably the most difficult thing to do.

I will devastate my family especially my dad because he still wants me to try, but I told him I can't eat or sleep, that's an early death sentence, I'm just making my failed life end earlier I hope with SN.
Some risk without AEs I guess, I woke up today and I said that's it, risky I know

 

[Never Alive]

Just tried hanging, and I panicked and stood up using table. How to get yourself to instantly pass out?

It's a lot harder than one might think. You could try hours and hours.

 

[TheSpookyNameGuy]

Hanging was horrible atleast for me, the pain was something else and my throat still feels off years later, Guess i done it in a dipshit way, of course.