StellaSomnus
Dormies sicut stellae luceant
- Aug 18, 2023
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After a while of searching here and there, I think we can all agree that some methods just out of reach or extremely difficult depending on the country that you're in.
Given that I'm in the UK and this country is strongly anti-suicide whilst ironically having a terrible mental health support, I am struggling to get my hands on SN (or at least I can't find a reliable source that won't question me), though I hope someone can dm me a source for SN.
So I'm currently eyeing for the night night method and I have read the thread up to page 32ish or thereabouts and I have my reservations on this method. I would want to go for partial hanging but I have no place to hang myself within my apartment, that I would trust be strong enough not to snap.
I probably wouldn't mind going for some pain granted that it is quick and tolerable to a decent extend, call it 'the pain to end all pains', but I'm not sure what that would be.
I'm also a heavy drinker so I'm not short on hard alcohol, maybe I should drink so much that I'm too drunk and would just jump off a bridge and any pain is negated.
Any suggestions?
Given that I'm in the UK and this country is strongly anti-suicide whilst ironically having a terrible mental health support, I am struggling to get my hands on SN (or at least I can't find a reliable source that won't question me), though I hope someone can dm me a source for SN.
So I'm currently eyeing for the night night method and I have read the thread up to page 32ish or thereabouts and I have my reservations on this method. I would want to go for partial hanging but I have no place to hang myself within my apartment, that I would trust be strong enough not to snap.
I probably wouldn't mind going for some pain granted that it is quick and tolerable to a decent extend, call it 'the pain to end all pains', but I'm not sure what that would be.
I'm also a heavy drinker so I'm not short on hard alcohol, maybe I should drink so much that I'm too drunk and would just jump off a bridge and any pain is negated.
Any suggestions?