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404
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- Jun 14, 2023
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i look absolutely awful even if i put effort in taking care of myself. there's really no point in making myself not look horrendous since nothing will change
not only that, i also have a terrible personality. loud, annoying, desperate for attention and narcissistic.
the two things im afraid of is dying and being alone. i can't believe my fate is those two combined...
if only someone would love me despite everything. i wish i could dream about that at least. much better tham having sleep paralysis.
i feel so empty and all i could do is hate myself at the moment...
not only that, i also have a terrible personality. loud, annoying, desperate for attention and narcissistic.
the two things im afraid of is dying and being alone. i can't believe my fate is those two combined...
if only someone would love me despite everything. i wish i could dream about that at least. much better tham having sleep paralysis.
i feel so empty and all i could do is hate myself at the moment...