Latergator
Member
- Nov 7, 2018
- 11
Hi, i just wanna say thank you to everyone for all the knowledge that i have gotten from this site and it's posters. I think today is the day i ctb, I plan on taking 4 teaspoons(approx 15 g of SN) of SN and 100ml of DMSO. I also will take a big hit of weed from my pipe right after. I bought my SN (35g) in november from ebay from a UK supplier and I got my DMSO from amazon.
I'm 6"4 and approx 150 lbs and have not eaten or drunken anything in around 15 hours. If it's possible i would like to dm someone my full name and where they might find my obituary.
Right when i post this ill start mixing my SN and DMSO once dissolved i shall drink and cover my blanket over myself in my bed and post how i feel from my phone.
I'm 6"4 and approx 150 lbs and have not eaten or drunken anything in around 15 hours. If it's possible i would like to dm someone my full name and where they might find my obituary.
Right when i post this ill start mixing my SN and DMSO once dissolved i shall drink and cover my blanket over myself in my bed and post how i feel from my phone.
My story like others is of depression and anxiety starting from my young teenage years.
I have no highschool diploma, no drivers license, no car, no job, estranged from father and live with mother, no friends,no girlfriend. And not enough confidence or ambition to change much of this at this stage. In 2018 i tried really hard to change a lot of these things but to no avail.
I have no highschool diploma, no drivers license, no car, no job, estranged from father and live with mother, no friends,no girlfriend. And not enough confidence or ambition to change much of this at this stage. In 2018 i tried really hard to change a lot of these things but to no avail.
