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huntrix#1fan

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Aug 19, 2025
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The worst part? It's my fault. I am terrible at my job. I am chronically depressed and slow. I know my boss hates me. Today I fucked up really bad. I don't know what to even do or say to fix it. I think I'll get fired soon. Fair enough. But I have rent and bills which soon I will not be able to afford. I think maybe it's time I go. If I die I will have no worries. I think this is my sign. Maybe I just wasn't meant for this world as it is. My only issue is my parents will be devastated. They love me so much. But what am I supposed to do?
 
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finallyhopeless

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Oct 22, 2025
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I'm in the same boat. I was fired yesterday for requesting an accommodation for my psychiatric disability. I know people will miss me, but I don't know if I can handle the pain any longer.
 
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huntrix#1fan

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Aug 19, 2025
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I'm in the same boat. I was fired yesterday for requesting an accommodation for my psychiatric disability. I know people will miss me, but I don't know if I can handle the pain any longer
having a job while being mentally ill is the worst
 
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coralreef

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May 29, 2024
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Me too. I'm really bad at my job. My depression makes it impossible to focus, and I make mistakes. I don't know what to do.
 
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telekon

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Feb 5, 2025
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The worst part? It's my fault. I am terrible at my job. I am chronically depressed and slow. I know my boss hates me. Today I fucked up really bad. I don't know what to even do or say to fix it. I think I'll get fired soon. Fair enough. But I have rent and bills which soon I will not be able to afford. I think maybe it's time I go. If I die I will have no worries. I think this is my sign. Maybe I just wasn't meant for this world as it is. My only issue is my parents will be devastated. They love me so much. But what am I supposed to do?
i'm in the exact same boat, it's creepy how much I could have written every word

what am I doing? applying to other jobs...
 

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