Venting About to get evicted.

[greedydeath]

My student apartment was the first place in the entire world where I finally felt safe. And now it's about to be taken away forever. Nowhere to go, back to square one. Been slowly unlearning to let go of suicide as a safety net but what else is left in this world? honestly.

 

[Nathan2]

Do you have any family or friends you can stay with ? If not maybe head too a homeless shelter. I know life is difficult but you always have a opt out option once you ctb there is no going back. Hope you fix you finnanciel situation dont give up hope.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Aren't there any school resources you can access like a counselor, or a housing department, or the like?

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be awful, I find it dreadful how existing here can very easily get much worse. But anyway I wish you the best, I don't think there is really any safety in this world because of how unpredictable existence is.

 

[hunterfla]

Do you have any family or friends you can stay with ? If not maybe head too a homeless shelter. I know life is difficult but you always have a opt out option once you ctb there is no going back. Hope you fix you finnanciel situation dont give up hope.

With all due respect, I never understood why people say things like "permanent solution to a temporary problem" or "no going back"...I don't think people who are at this point want there to be any going back. Speaking for myself, I've wanted to ctb for over 30 years...any temporary problems that might've been "solved" were eventually replaced with new ones. Again, I appreciate the sentiment but I think the words are lost on most of us.