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sillybillygo

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Aug 9, 2021
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I'm about to take SN. It feels like pulling the trigger because I don't have a lot of time before my mom comes home and I'm anxious about any discomfort or pain. I didn't have antiemetics but I took painkillers, antiacids, and my anti anxiety medication and I'm watching my favorite show. I'm hoping I have the strength to do this and it's peaceful and won't survive. I already have had plenty of rest but I'm hoping to fall asleep.
 
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wereqryan

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If you're found you could be revived and then sent to a psychiatric facility. Choose a better time if you haven't taken it already.
 
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Jan 30, 2020
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I'm about to take SN. It feels like pulling the trigger because I don't have a lot of time before my mom comes home and I'm anxious about any discomfort or pain. I didn't have antiemetics but I took painkillers, antiacids, and my anti anxiety medication and I'm watching my favorite show. I'm hoping I have the strength to do this and it's peaceful and won't survive. I already have had plenty of rest but I'm hoping to fall asleep.
I hope it is painless and brings you peace. Sending love. See you on the other side <3
 
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forgotten15

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Aug 24, 2021
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I hope everything goes the way you want it. I wish you peace no matter what you choose to do.
 
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sillybillygo

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If you're found you could be revived and then sent to a psychiatric facility. Choose a better time if you haven't taken it already.
I don't know when a better time would be because someone is always home.
 
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forgotten15

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Aug 24, 2021
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I don't know when a better time would be because someone is always home.
What about during the night when everyone is asleep?
If you risk being found too soon things will go really bad, not to mention you could be left with serious damage. Please don't rush into anything if there is a change you could be found by a family member. It will all just be worse if that happens. :hug:
 
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sillybillygo

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Aug 9, 2021
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If you're found you could be revived and then sent to a psychiatric facility. Choose a better time if you haven't taken it already.
I think you're right and I don't have enough time
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Whatever happens, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Idontmatter

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Oct 25, 2021
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Im sorry you are going through this and having to be alone.
 
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Chockles

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Sep 17, 2021
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Yes wait until night time. I'm in same boat live with elderly parents. Different method N but know I'll have at least 12hrs before they get suspicious in morning.
 
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sillybillygo

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Aug 9, 2021
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this video helps me
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Thanks for posting that. That makes me even better about my decision.
I wish I could get N but I don't have any sources of it so I'm stuck with sn
 
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Feb 8, 2021
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$nowLeopard

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Oct 30, 2021
161
SN? What's that?
 
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Seafoam

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Jun 26, 2020
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I hope it all goes smoothly for you.
 
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