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balkanrage

balkanrage

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Jan 23, 2025
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This might sound pretty stupid and maybe I'm just paranoid

But I'll be taking SN tonight with my bathroom door locked (I'll mix 2 cups of SN and hopefully I won't need to drink the 2nd. I'll be doing everything in a bathtub so it dosen't get messy) and I'm scared that when someone breaks the lock and opens the door, my cats might come in and somehow ingest it from the 2nd cup if I haven't drank it or any way they might (they also groom me sometimes (they probably won't though) so if anything has gotten on me I'm scared that they'll ingest it). And one of my cats licks stuff a lot. SN is also so strong on humans and even a little bit might probably be deadly for them, so I'm just scared of that, even if they get 1 lick of something with SN on it it's gonna be bad.

And whoever opens that door, won't know that it's SN, I don't think they could even figure out that it was suicide or poisoning that fast. And they could very well leave the door open
 
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loser4ever4life

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Apr 10, 2025
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Label the cups? make it absolutely clear that the cups are poisonous? you could also put the mixtures in water bottles with lids? I think it's sweet that you're thinking of your cats, not stupid.

Hope that you change your mind by tonight but whatever happens, I hope you are at peace
 
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other-ghost

other-ghost

rotting
Apr 5, 2025
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If your mind is set, use lidded cups that paws can't pry open. Then, write a bold and impossible-to-miss note directly on the door, not just nearby.

I hope you stay, but whatever happens, i hope all went safe and well.
 
anonymous2025

anonymous2025

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Apr 9, 2025
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I know OP is probably not with us any longer but I wanted to mention this Incase anybody else has the same scenario. I've heard of people taking SN. then after throwing up, their dog/cat licks the vomit and passes away from it.
 
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