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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
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I've probably had the most intense week of my life. On Sunday evening I had such a bad headache (which is not unusual with MS, but it never had been that bad before), so my mom called for an ambulance and I was rushed to the hospital. There they found out that there was some blood in my head, causing big pressure on my brain. If I hadn't gone to hospital, I might not be here anymore, or at least have severe damage. Now they try to treat me conventionally, but in the worst case I might have a surgery, which scares the hell out of me.

On the other hand I met the the most wonderful person I could imagine, right here on this forum. He's from the United states, but we've become friends and support each other.

Yeah, so this week was kind of crazy. I still don't know if I want to die, but I know, I've landed on this forum for good reasons. I'm so thankful for all the support you give me. I love you guys
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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A tough week! I really hope you will feel better soon and everything goes well for you. Are you at home now or still in the hospital? I wish you all the best!
 
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Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224
I'm at home, but I have to see my doctor twice a week
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds so horrible what you've had to endure, it certainly is terrifying how there's unlimited potential for existing to get even more unbearable but anyway I wish you the best.
 
Jule_from_Germany

Jule_from_Germany

Soon, my soul will fly away. I love you all
Jun 8, 2023
224

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