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GreatCoal123

GreatCoal123

Member
Jul 26, 2025
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I tried incomplete hanging, but I kept failing because, just before losing consciousness, I would straighten my legs out of reflex or fear.
I tried it after drinking alcohol, too, but I still failed. I guess I'm not strong enough to hold on until I lose consciousness.

I've considered using drugs to kill myself, but most are strictly regulated and difficult to obtain. I don't have much money either.
At least I hope I won't end up in jail for attempting suicide.

Hanging is the only option left. I plan to tie a rope to the internal rod of a built-in wardrobe, pull it over the door, and hang myself. The wardrobe door is between 200 and 210 cm high. I'm 180 cm (6 feet) tall, so there will be about 20 cm (roughly 8 inches) of slack. It's precarious, but not impossible. I plan to carry it out tonight.

To minimize the chance of failure, please let me know if there are any important points I should be aware of.
Thank you for reading.

(Since English is not my primary language, I used a translation tool.
Please excuse any awkward phrasing.)
 
2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
255
i sent you a message.
did you already leave this world?
 

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