SoulofSteel
Member
- Nov 20, 2023
- 82
...I've been told it gets better, but it didn't. Therapy didn't do shit either, I guess I will be hung on her forever. It may sound fucked but I wish she could've been dead then at the very least I could live with the memories and try to be content, but no, she despises me and just the thought of her being with someone else while I am forgotten is enough to make me sick to my stomach to this day.
I tried my hardest for her and did not consent to any of this. Unfortunately I am just not the kind of person who can stomach this and move on, I tried but I just can't. Even while talking to someone new, no matter how sweet they are she's still in the back of my head and I cannot shake her off.
As far as I know she still hasn't got anyone yet, I want to kiss this world goodbye before that happens. I want her to be happy but at the same time I don't want to suffer.
I tried my hardest for her and did not consent to any of this. Unfortunately I am just not the kind of person who can stomach this and move on, I tried but I just can't. Even while talking to someone new, no matter how sweet they are she's still in the back of my head and I cannot shake her off.
As far as I know she still hasn't got anyone yet, I want to kiss this world goodbye before that happens. I want her to be happy but at the same time I don't want to suffer.
