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Karl30

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May 19, 2018
58
I read this on 8chan:

So I tried a bit of the 'N' just to test my commitment and curiousity… and holy shit, it was the most vile, nausea inducing substance I'd ever ingested.



It was only a thimble's worth, and I was retching like a maniac. After about 30 minutes or so I felt the sedative effects which felt nice, I suppose, so at least the potency is legit.



Are the anti-emetics really going to prevent instant rejection by the body? I know that's their purpose, but seriously, that shit was so bad I'm having trouble envisioning anything that'll keep 200ml down.

the taste is bitter, but that's not what induced the retching and nausea



it was like… when you injest something your body KNOWS is bad (rotten milk)
 
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goggleboxer

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Jun 10, 2018
21
Yes does taste rancid not that I've tasted it but have watched enough Dignitas videos on YouTube and each recipient of the drink says the taste is awful (not sure if they drink it neat or mix it with something) but most of them again that I've seen go on to eat chocolate but they've all died and none have vomited as far as I know .. anyway :) don't be saying that I've just ordered it and want to believe it tastes of a fine liquor !!
 
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anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
Yes does taste rancid not that I've tasted it but have watched enough Dignitas videos on YouTube and each recipient of the drink says the taste is awful (not sure if they drink it neat or mix it with something) but most of them again that I've seen go on to eat chocolate but they've all died and none have vomited as far as I know .. anyway :) don't be saying that I've just ordered it and want to believe it tastes of a fine liquor !!

But in dignitas they take it in powder mixed with quite less amount of water
 
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goggleboxer

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Jun 10, 2018
21
But in dignitas they take it in powder mixed with quite less amount of water
Ahh I don't realise that I thought they drank from liquid like what A sends shit now I'm concerned that I won't be able to swallow myself shit !!!!
 
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Malice1

Malice1

Experienced
Apr 6, 2018
286
I saw that comment. Has me concerned as well. Especially since I was planning on using it soon. If i fail to drink it then ill just have to get some heroin instead.
 
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bag.of.cats

depressed cats
Apr 10, 2018
96
But in dignitas they take it in powder mixed with quite less amount of water
That's the problem, 200ml isn't something you can just chug down, for most people atleast, unless you're really thirsty and it's your favorite drink or something. I was looking over other brands for N, and they were more concentrated. Why wouldn't A have an option to send those, too?
 
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anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
That's the problem, 200ml isn't something you can just chug down, for most people atleast, unless you're really thirsty and it's your favorite drink or something. I was looking over other brands for N, and they were more concentrated. Why wouldn't A have an option to send those, too?

I do not know. Before there was a Chinese powder supplier.
But now only A is a reliable supplier of liquid N
 
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anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
I wish there was a new supplier of N powder
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,035
If one truly wishes to die, I am sure N will taste like the sweetest of all drinks.

No, but really, that is such a minor concern. I would trade a few seconds of pain when hanging for the supposed nasty taste of Nembutal.
 
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anna

downfall
Mar 18, 2018
441
If one truly wishes to die, I am sure N will taste like the sweetest of all drinks.

No, but really, that is such a minor concern. I would trade a few seconds of pain when hanging for the supposed nasty taste of Nembutal.

I disagree
Some methods are not suitable for all
 
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CantGoOn

Member
Jun 7, 2018
73
I read this on 8chan:

So I tried a bit of the 'N' just to test my commitment and curiousity… and holy shit, it was the most vile, nausea inducing substance I'd ever ingested.



It was only a thimble's worth, and I was retching like a maniac. After about 30 minutes or so I felt the sedative effects which felt nice, I suppose, so at least the potency is legit.



Are the anti-emetics really going to prevent instant rejection by the body? I know that's their purpose, but seriously, that shit was so bad I'm having trouble envisioning anything that'll keep 200ml down.

the taste is bitter, but that's not what induced the retching and nausea



it was like… when you injest something your body KNOWS is bad (rotten milk)

I'm also concerned about the taste if I do receive it. One could mix in another drink tho right? Debating between SN or N have no clue quite yet.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
If one truly wishes to die, I am sure N will taste like the sweetest of all drinks.

No, but really, that is such a minor concern. I would trade a few seconds of pain when hanging for the supposed nasty taste of Nembutal.

It seems like it might be beyond nasty taste territory into your body having an instinctive reaction to something so vile. That could be thought to deal with.
 
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CantGoOn

Member
Jun 7, 2018
73
It seems like it might be beyond nasty taste territory into your body having an instinctive reaction to something so vile. That could be thought to deal with.

I've tasted some research chemicals that were disgustingly bitter and I practically came close to tears. Maybe I'd put some liquid flavoured stevia in it, but I don't want anything that could perhaps interfere with the effectiveness.
 
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chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
Pentobarbital can be (and sometimes is, in the case of children) administered rectally. There is plenty of literature about this. Onset for rectal administration is about the same as oral. This would bypass the taste issue.

From RxList: The onset of action for oral or rectal administration varies from 20 to 60 minutes.

Here is another article about rectal pentobarbital sedation in children.

Something to consider.
 
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CantGoOn

Member
Jun 7, 2018
73
Seems like quite a bit to get into your rectum? I'd be concerned with it going out. I'll look into it.

Pentobarbital can be (and sometimes is, in the case of children) administered rectally. There is plenty of literature about this. Onset for rectal administration is about the same as oral. This would bypass the taste issue.

From RxList: The onset of action for oral or rectal administration varies from 20 to 60 minutes.

Here is another article about rectal pentobarbital sedation in children.

Something to consider.
 
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chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
If you bought a couple of those Fleet enemas from the store, dumped them out and poured in the N, it would be about the same amount of fluid. (Slightly less, actually. Fleet enemas are 118 mL. Each bottle of N is 100mL.) It wouldn't be difficult at all.
 
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chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
And rectal administration is actually more potent than oral. That's why you see those teenagers "butt chugging" booze. The rectal mucosa are much better at absorbing medications.
 
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Tiredman

Tiredman

Rest is best
Apr 30, 2018
229
Might try mixing mine in oj
 
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El Topo

El Topo

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Apr 21, 2018
478
Yes, N has a reputation for tasting horrible. But it is what it is. Most pharmaceuticals taste like crap.

You can add sugar, artificial sweeteners, or concentrated juice to make it more palatable. That's what they do in Belgian hospitals.

Someone on 8chan also recommended using lidocaine spray to numb your tongue.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,410
Has anyone thought about Water Enhancers (Liquid) ?
I was thinking of pouring the N into an empty water bottle and mix in a flavored Water Enhancer.
That way you could pick a flavor you like.
I use them in my Aloe Vera Juice that I drink. The taste of the unflavored isn't good either.
 
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6477244ts5

Student
Jun 13, 2018
193
Something else to consider, and do your own research on this and don't take my word for it, is rectal administration. I know a couple people who CTB this way and it is also logical as medicine absorbs very well throught he lower GI tract.
Pentobarbital can be (and sometimes is, in the case of children) administered rectally. There is plenty of literature about this. Onset for rectal administration is about the same as oral. This would bypass the taste issue.

From RxList: The onset of action for oral or rectal administration varies from 20 to 60 minutes.

Here is another article about rectal pentobarbital sedation in children.

Something to consider.

This is what I am doing. Avoids the anti-emetic bother as it removes vomiting as a problem. I know three people who administered it that way and it worked as evidenced by obituaries. I have powder so can mix it in an even smaller amount of liquid. Using a child size 75ml Fleet bottle. Anyone planning on repurposing a Fleet bottle be sure to get a saline filled one and not a mineral oil filled one as you won't be able to rinse the latter out well.
 
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6477244ts5

Student
Jun 13, 2018
193
Sorry for the confusing top bit...I had intended on making the same suggestion and then saw you had already mentioned it. When I quoted you I guess I didn't remove the initial comment and for some reason the edit button does nothing for me.
 
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chronicpainnomore

Not Circling the Drain Anymore
May 31, 2018
310
Sorry for the confusing top bit...I had intended on making the same suggestion and then saw you had already mentioned it. When I quoted you I guess I didn't remove the initial comment and for some reason the edit button does nothing for me.
No worries. I'm glad to hear that people have tried this method and succeeded. I was quite certain it would be more than effective since the rectal mucosa is so much better to absorb the drug. More people should consider this method. If I was going to do N, I would go the rectal route.
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
wont the N just come back out using it in your rectal ?
enema only stays in couple minutes usually ??

or am i being stupid ? set me right pls
 
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Kitty

Member
Jun 14, 2018
6
As i mentioned in a post about rectal enemas. Yes, most likely your body will naturally relax and your anal sphincter will release the contents of your bowel out. This is why you fart in your sleep. The pressure builds up with that much liquid, so when you're awake you have control of holding it in. However, when you are asleep, your body is in a relax state, therefore it will relax your anal sphincter, and the fluids will come out.
 
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Kfoe!12

the grind
Mar 21, 2018
157
wont the N just come back out using it in your rectal ?
enema only stays in couple minutes usually ??

or am i being stupid ? set me right pls
Chuckled, but I'm curious as well
 
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Kfoe!12

the grind
Mar 21, 2018
157
Also, AV recommends mixing it with orange juice, there has been a case previously were someone survived doing it, I suppose you just don't mix it with too much juice, otherwise it might be diluted which would cause its sedative effect to stack instead of everything coming at once, therefore a lower chance at overdosing.
 
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6477244ts5

Student
Jun 13, 2018
193
There used to be sellers of powdered N in China but it seems no more.
 
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goggleboxers

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May 24, 2018
144


Giving that N tastes like shit and this is only 100ml and you take x 2 of these that's a lot to stomach given the bad taste
 
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