Resource a visual poem that always makes me cry

[synthcadia]

i list this as a resource because it is one of the things that helps keep me alive.

it's a visual poem called "the morning after i killed myself" (in the hyperlink), and it always makes me upset. i think about the aftermath sometimes and it makes me reconsider.

idk if it will help anyone else. for me, it helps with my dissociation a bit.

 

[carac]

I remember watching this a while back, I think youtube threw it up in the alghorithm because I was looking at videos about death. It didn't, or should I say couldn't, help me as such because my problems were related to a physical condition but it was definitely something powerful that stayed with me

 

[synthcadia]

yeah this first appeared on my homepage and youtube threw it out there.

it's also powerful to me because i wonder if we would have regret after we leave (if we know we could get better being alive, so removing chronic pain from this). i've had suicidal ideation since i was 10 and stuff like this always stopped me from trying anything. and i've been to many funerals and i can't imagine people going to mine.