Frxtagooox
YAPPING MASTER
- Dec 12, 2025
- 33
Sometimes everything just feels too heavy, and in those moments, I honestly just wish I could be done with it all. I find myself thinking about dying young or just finding a way out that's allowed, because honestly, I'm just so tired of trying to keep up. It's not even that I'm trying to be dramatic; it's just this deep feeling that I'd rather go sooner than later and finally get some peace. I know a lot of people probably feel this same way when things get dark, like they're just waiting for the finish line to show up early.
It is hard to explain to people who don't get it, but sometimes the idea of "forever" feels more like a weight than a promise. I catch myself looking at the future and just wishing I could skip the rest of the chapters and go straight to the end. It feels like I'm stuck in a loop where I'm just waiting for permission to stop fighting, and honestly, dying sooner feels like the only way to actually rest. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who feels this way, just quietly hoping for a shorter road.
I guess I'm just putting this out there because keeping it inside makes it feel even heavier. It's weird how you can be surrounded by things to do but all you're really thinking about is just not being here anymore. If anyone else ever feels this way, like you're just done and ready for the end, just know I'm right there with you. It's a lonely spot to be in, but maybe talking about it makes the exit feel a little less scary.
Too tired to live, too broken to stay.
It is hard to explain to people who don't get it, but sometimes the idea of "forever" feels more like a weight than a promise. I catch myself looking at the future and just wishing I could skip the rest of the chapters and go straight to the end. It feels like I'm stuck in a loop where I'm just waiting for permission to stop fighting, and honestly, dying sooner feels like the only way to actually rest. I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who feels this way, just quietly hoping for a shorter road.
I guess I'm just putting this out there because keeping it inside makes it feel even heavier. It's weird how you can be surrounded by things to do but all you're really thinking about is just not being here anymore. If anyone else ever feels this way, like you're just done and ready for the end, just know I'm right there with you. It's a lonely spot to be in, but maybe talking about it makes the exit feel a little less scary.
Too tired to live, too broken to stay.
