TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,854
If Smilla hears this, I want to say I enjoyed her company here and her presence on SS and reddit (before SS subreddit was shutdown/censored). I hope she is able to find peace someday.
Thanatonaut
My time is coming.
- May 17, 2019
- 264
I just passed your message along.
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
I will pass this along to her. we are chatting now.
Update: Smilla is in OK spirits... Disappointed in herself... As @nobody_nowhere2 said earlier, anxiety and guilt took over and caused her to abort. She still wants to proceed, so..... I don't know what will happen from here. She says she will touch base with me again tomorrow.
I have passed on everyones hugs, love and well wishes, and she is forever grateful to everyone.
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I could not gas myself, I tried. I need a much more instant can't turn back from method to overcome survival instinct. It has to be gunshot, N, jumping off the sunshine skyway bridge, Jumping in front of a train or semi truck. I can't risk failing for one. You could get knocked out by the gas but not die because u ripped the bag off head. It's not in my opinion an easy way to go unless u are already close to death, weak, and somebody makes sure u are dying or died. So u can't rip bag off head or something. You almost need a second person to watch and make sure everything is working.
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color_me_gone
Sun is rising
- Dec 27, 2018
- 970
I'm starting to think that way myself --except I tried gunshot ten days ago and couldn't move my %$#@ing finger the necessary 3/4". Bloody disspiriting. I'm utterly disgusted with myself. But it resoundingly proves SI can lock you up right at the very threshold of success, regardless of method.
Thank you, @Empty Smile. She's a good 'un. I miss having her around; I will miss her when she's gone, too.
Thanatonaut
My time is coming.
- May 17, 2019
- 264
Has anyone heard from her lately? She was supposed to check back in with me, but I'm not getting any replies to my messages on Wire, but they're showing they were delivered.
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
I sent her a message and haven't gotten a response either.
lululoo
Mage
- Dec 15, 2018
- 558
Dartz
Give Me The Dirt
- Jun 29, 2018
- 613
Alchemist
Warlock
- Apr 3, 2019
- 709
I hope she's doing and you get to know anything soon.
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
Thanatonaut
My time is coming.
- May 17, 2019
- 264
No word for me either, but the Wire app is showing my messages are being delivered to her phone, and she was supposed to wipe everything off before she left. So I just don't know.
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
martha
Experienced
- Mar 14, 2019
- 201
Johnnythefox
Que sera sera
- Nov 11, 2018
- 3,129
Is there no update on @Smilla
Empty Smile
The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
- Jul 13, 2018
- 1,785
Nope... She's never replied to my message.
Severen
Enlightened
- Jun 30, 2018
- 1,819
Qbert
Arcanist
- Jan 6, 2019
- 456
My thoughts with her. A lot of people seem to like her posts. If she fails and SI takes over will she be unbanned?
lululoo
Mage
- Dec 15, 2018
- 558
She was banned months ago and isn't going to be unbanned.
I personally believe she is resting is peace.
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