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mediocre

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I didn't read the whole thing but it looks like his hand has fattened or blown up? is that normal? I didn't think you would look that bad after I find it quite scary.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
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Damn. His body looks like it had been through hell and back.
 
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DeadButDreaming

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Jun 16, 2020
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The darker parts of his body are where the blood pools. His heart is no longer distributing throughout his body. This happens with all deaths.
 
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Spitfire

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Apr 26, 2020
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So what effects do you notice if using this method? Do you go unconscious, fight for breath, fall asleep, choke. Personally I don't care what I look like after the fact, I care about what I'm going through during.

Me too.

I have not looked closely at SN as a method until recently. My current level of knowledge regarding SN overdose is limited.

Gastrointestinal discomfort, headache, nausea, and vomiting look to be the most likely common side effects.

The hypoxia should increase unabated and even may progress to euphoria.

There would not be a panic to breath sensation because carbon dioxide (CO2) continues to be passed through the alveoli and exhaled. It does not get a chance to build up and cause a state of panic like what happens when holding ones breath for a long time, which allows the CO2 to increase.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
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Having in mind how popular SN is on this forum, these photos could make some people reconsider the method.
If one worries about family members finding his/her body, such an image is not less traumatic than any other gruesome method... quite the contrary.
The body looks like the shirts bought at rave festivals.
Maybe in your notes to your loved ones you should write that all this discoloration happens once you lose consciousness... or they'll think you really suffered.

Not a pretty image, in no case "easier" than a blown head or a jump from a building.

SN turns you into a smurf, nice blue tint without the sexy tail.
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
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SN turns you into a smurf, nice blue tint without the sexy tail.
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And if you follow Stan's guide, you turn into a dead smurf. Now, you're all gonna wonder, do I have a smurf fetish? I admit, perhaps I do. Those sexy blue tails!!
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Man, the body looks terrible. Is that only because of the SN?
He looks very good for a dead person, he can't be dead very long.

A dead body begins to decompose very quickly and discolor all over the body. Starting with the corpse stains caused by the accumulation of fluids in the deepest parts of the body.
So what effects do you notice if using this method? Do you go unconscious, fight for breath, fall asleep, choke. Personally I don't care what I look like after the fact, I care about what I'm going through during.
The forum provides all information on the various methods in a concentrated form

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156
 
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watereyes

watereyes

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Mar 27, 2020
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" Autopsy findings revealed general signs of asphyxia "

Did they mean hypoxia? I'm just worried SN involves suffocation.
 
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bigdog

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Jul 12, 2020
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From my perspective body look pretty tolerable. For a dead men
 
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Spitfire

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" Autopsy findings revealed general signs of asphyxia "

Did they mean hypoxia? I'm just worried SN involves suffocation.

Asphyxia refers to the physiological results of hypoxia.. it is a condition arising when the body is deprived of oxygen, causing unconsciousness or death.

Hypoxia is the term used to indicate a deficiency of oxygen. A related term used is anoxia, meaning without oxygen.

Asphyxia refers to the physiological results of hypoxia and/or anoxia.

The mechanism of how SN works does not indicate to me a person will be able to feel themselves suffocating during the act.
 
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ZardozOmega

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Mar 4, 2020
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Asphyxia refers to the physiological results of hypoxia.. it is a condition arising when the body is deprived of oxygen, causing unconsciousness or death.

Hypoxia is the term used to indicate a deficiency of oxygen. A related term used is anoxia, meaning without oxygen.

Asphyxia refers to the physiological results of hypoxia and/or anoxia.

The mechanism of how SN works does not indicate to me a person will be able to feel themselves suffocating during the act.

I'm not really convinced of that. Build up of lactic acid could make it feel a little bit like suffocation. Hopefully SN will knock you want before that happens.
 
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Spitfire

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I have a bit of skepticism about SN too. Which is probably a good thing?
 
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GoneGoneGone

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Apr 1, 2020
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I'm scared to look. Can someone please tell me what color(s) his body is, please?
 
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Spitfire

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I'm not really convinced of that. Build up of lactic acid could make it feel a little bit like suffocation. Hopefully SN will knock you want before that happens.

I did not mean to post my last reply. I had more to say, but I accidentally hit the post button.

SN and CO are nearly identical in mechanisms - prevent hemoglobin from carrying oxygen to tissues.

CO2 continues to be exhaled and does not build up in the way it needs to do in order to set off central chemoreceptors located in the brain - control centres of breathing, and should not cause the normal panic associated with suffocation.

SN is under characterized and not well represented in the literature. CO poisoning is extremely well represented. They both do different things at the cellular level in different ways though.

Wide spread tissue hypoxia does cause acidosis. I can understand the concern. Although, I do not think acidosis is going to be very noticeable if at all...

I have helped to care for many people recovering from CO poisoning (intentional or otherwise). These people never voiced complaints of ever having a feeling like they were suffocating.
 
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Smudgedlines

I like wine.
Jan 23, 2020
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I'm scared to look. Can someone please tell me what color(s) his body is, please?
Mottled purple. Not much different from what I'd expect a body to look like... not that I'm an expert I'm on it!!
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

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I did not mean to post my last reply. I had more to say, but I accidentally hit the post button.

SN and CO are nearly identical in mechanisms - prevent hemoglobin from carrying oxygen to tissues.

CO2 continues to be exhaled and does not build up in the way it needs to do in order to set off central chemoreceptors located in the brain - control centres of breathing, and should not cause the normal panic associated with suffocation.

SN is under characterized and not well represented in the literature. CO poisoning is extremely well represented. They both do different things at the cellular level in different ways though.

Wide spread tissue hypoxia does cause acidosis. I can understand the concern. Although, I do not think acidosis is going to be very noticeable if at all...

I have helped to care for many people recovering from CO poisoning (intentional or otherwise). These people never voiced complaints of ever having a feeling like they were suffocating.

Some people here in the forum have reported difficulty breathing after taking SN. I hope I'll be unconscious if that ever happens to me
 
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Spitfire

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I am going to take the time sometime soon to read through those threads. I am interested to know what people have reported on their experiences.

I am interested in the details.
 
Blank Dreamer

Blank Dreamer

Seeker of Dreams
Sep 11, 2020
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RIP to the person.

The thought never occurred to me on how the body will look like after SN consumption. Not something that most people think about. Really fascinating stuff. Not gonna lie though, the state of the body is a little disturbing.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
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Being a nitrite (highly potent vasodilator) a headache would seem to be a reasonable expectation to occur after consuming the SN. ?
Yes. The guide recommends an OTC pain reliever be taken an hour before SN consumption to help manage this symptom.


From the article:
Metoclopramide and ranitidine were not detected in toxicological analysis. Although speculative, we hypothesized that these drugs are included in the suicide kit to reduce emesis and therefore to increase ingestion and tolerance to sodium nitrite.
Am I reading that correctly, in that the individual did not actually consume the AE? This would add more evidence to the theory proposed by @GoodPersonEffed that the AE is not necessary for the regimen.

Also from the article:
This case also reveals the danger and the importance of preventing and fighting existing suicide support networks over the internet, which allow the purchase of a "suicide kit", by circumvent [sic] the customs services.
The language here is fascinating. It just goes to show how "out-of-sync" we are with societal norms in our beliefs. The authors essentially assert that suicide is wrong, problematic, and must be stopped, and that support networks are a plague on society.
 
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Remember_Me

Remember_Me

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Sep 11, 2020
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I mean the state of the body probably depends of the time of body decomposition. Everyone looks ugly when they're dead. At least all the few corpses I have seen with my own eyes were ugly. So however you die, it won't be like in movies.
I know right. Have you ever seen Bestgore, jeez nothing pretty on there.
 
Racon

Racon

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Aug 29, 2020
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Me and my SN bros in the afterlife be like:
 
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Ready2GoNow

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Sep 10, 2020
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Wow as if it's not bad enough that 'they' can dissect your corpse to their heart's content, they can also share photos of your naked corpse and details of your suicide all over the Internet... This sickens me. Not you OP, just the fact that we have no say in what happens to our bodies after death. I wish I could just disintegrate into thin air. Why can't I decide I don't want to be dissected? Just throw me into a hole in the ground and throw some dirt on top, job done. We have no ownership over our bodies even in death.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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So where can you get these kits from?

available now at your local CTB store $59.95:pfff::pfff::pfff:

Its just a name used, because its not just SN involved but other drugs etc
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Wow as if it's not bad enough that 'they' can dissect your corpse to their heart's content, they can also share photos of your naked corpse and details of your suicide all over the Internet... This sickens me. Not you OP, just the fact that we have no say in what happens to our bodies after death. I wish I could just disintegrate into thin air. Why can't I decide I don't want to be dissected? Just throw me into a hole in the ground and throw some dirt on top, job done. We have no ownership over our bodies even in death.

Yeah, I can just imagine my sad, small corpse undergoing the same. As if the poor thing has not had enough trouble and indignity.
 
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checkouttime

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I think in regards to the 'state ' of the body

1. It was at an autopsy, which i imagine was many hours after the person had CTB. Probably wasn't high on the list of ones to be checkedaswell. the person was found with the 'suicide kit' (SN) in their car, plus obviously would have had the blue tint to the body.

2. It does say liver mortis was present. so i found this info :-

Does livor mortis go away?

Blood doesn't disappear, it simply moves to the backside of the body closest to the ground. As death settles in, the blood begins to congeal, making the back of the person's body purple and pink from the influx of blood. After eight to 12 hours, the blood will usually stay that way
Thank you for sharing. I wonder if he was one of the group members. I certainly had no concept of SN before coming here.


It does say this

"previously attempted suicide and recently consulted suicide support websites on the internet"
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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It appears similar to the effects of carbon monoxide poisoning.
With carbon monoxide poisoning the body turns bright cherry red. So choose your color you want to be after death.
Wow as if it's not bad enough that 'they' can dissect your corpse to their heart's content, they can also share photos of your naked corpse and details of your suicide all over the Internet... This sickens me. Not you OP, just the fact that we have no say in what happens to our bodies after death.
That's why I wish to die in a remote woods. I would rather decay out there where bugs and animals can do the job on my corpse. It's horrible either way after you die. You are just a piece of meat for whoever wants to do what they want on it.
Did they mean hypoxia? I'm just worried SN involves suffocation.
They meant the body was deprived of oxygen. So suffocation would be a correct term for dying from hypoxia. I know you mean do they struggle to breathe and fight for air and I don't think so. I really wish I could watch someone die that way, not to be gruesome but just for my knowledge.
 
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It's a good report. Thanks.
and thanks @ropebunny for sharing it with me.
 
RC90

RC90

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Sep 13, 2020
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Hi,

I don't know if you are already familiar with this case of fatal intentional SN poisining. I haven't seen it anywhere on this forum (especially in the PDF with gathered scientific reports), so I thought I might post it here...

This article is relatively new, as it was published in June 2020. It describes a case of a man who ctb'd using SN. Also, drugs containing metoclopramide and ranitidine were found next to his body, so there's a high probability that he was familiar with the protocol suggested on this site. The thought that he might have read this forum in the past somehow makes me uneasy. :(

Anyways, the conclusion that can be drawn is that this method definitely works...

WARNING:

This article contains real photos from post-mortem examination, showing cyanotic body. They might be considered graphic, so I suggest not opening the article if you're sensitive to such content.

Here's the link:

Wow what an eye opener. @Isadeth .
I can't even bring myself to click on the link to see the body and it's putting me off the idea of drinking SN ;-;
Don't click, too graphic.
 
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DyingAlf

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Aug 22, 2020
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Don't click, too graphic.

Most of the effects shown on the body are typical of any dead body more than 12 hours after a death, rather than just signs of SN poisoning.
 
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