A good life and CTB desires

[hmnow]

Does anyone generally have a good life and still want to CTB.

Ever since I was a teenager I have planned and made attempts to end my life. I have come very close and will likely be successful the next time

Yet I have no good reason to kill myself yet I have that desire. It comes and goes but it's always there in some way.

Does anyone else have feelings or desires to end it but really don't have any reasons to have those feelings

 

[adamantc]

Does anyone generally have a good life and still want to CTB.

Ever since I was a teenager I have planned and made attempts to end my life. I have come very close and will likely be successful the next time

Yet I have no good reason to kill myself yet I have that desire. It comes and goes but it's always there in some way.

Does anyone else have feelings or desires to end it but really don't have any reasons to have those feelings

How other people think your life is doesn't reflect on what you feel inside. You could have a high-paying job and a loving family but still be driven to ctb. There is no quantitative measure of ctb validity.