Venting a glass away from the goal and the difficulty of the process

[thethatsitboy]

The way is a glass like that with the right medicine.
Difficult to choose, make the final decision.
But my life constantly seems to show me which decision must be made (or is predestined to be).

I don't want to hurt others. but it is an ego-filled act and so it must be, unfortunately.

A marijuana addict, or rather an escape from life and reality. It's been years of depression and the same cycles. I'm really tired. In addition to depression and anxiety, I am different from others and socially unaccepted if I were who I really am. I can't be myself and I know it. The people I've told know I can't either.

I'm waiting for courage and calm to occupy my mind and I do it soon.
peace to all

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable feeling such a need to be free from this world when you feel so incredibly tired of being here. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.