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szczepan455

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Aug 16, 2024
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All of my life has been a joke, a monument to nonexistence. I have watched all of my peers outgrow me and lead fulfilling lives and I'm just here, lonely vegetating since the day I was born, and now conspiring to end it all. I hate everything and everyone. All of the good memories I have in my life were when I was playing video games. I'm glad I won't have to struggle anymore in this nihilistic existance
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
Dang I feel the exact same way! I can't believe how I failed. Actually I have good memories but squandered them so it's really bad lmao. How can someone have such a normal childhood and then fail so miserably?
 
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Unknown21

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Apr 25, 2023
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All of my life has been a joke, a monument to nonexistence. I have watched all of my peers outgrow me and lead fulfilling lives and I'm just here, lonely vegetating since the day I was born, and now conspiring to end it all. I hate everything and everyone. All of the good memories I have in my life were when I was playing video games. I'm glad I won't have to struggle anymore in this nihilistic existance
You described my feelings perfectly, you are not alone, I hope I build up the courage to get out of here soon.
 
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lizzywizzy09

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May 11, 2024
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Hugging you all because I feel the same. At least we're not alone with the feeling.
 
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